Feeling ill.
Quite honestly I've been feeling ill. I've been having nosebleeds a lot... My attempt at containing my sorrows is manifesting itself physically. That's no hyperbole, I really feel that way. My body feels feverish yet i have shakes. I eat because I know i need energy, but i have no appetite. I'm tired all the time. It might be something physical like a cold or something but I doubt it started that way. I know it sounds stupid, but as along as i felt alive i felt healthy. now, I feel "less" alive and subsequently less alive. I apologize for the melodrama. I just need to "bleed" some of this out.