Exiled? Day Five
since I'm spending so much time by myself here in vegas, i have a lot of time to think by myself...
i find myself wanting to type about a few things and never getting around to it.
right now my head hurts and i'm finding it difficult to concentrate. but i'm going to push through....
ok lately i've been challenging the larger fears in my life. sounds like a good thing doesn't it? but it taxes me greatly... I've put myself out to be vulnerable and find it very uncomfortable. also since i'm not playing it safe, i'm meeting a lot of failure. failure from my point of view anyway. i'm not used to failure at all. i'm not the type that fails... yet i find myself offering up myself up for failure.
i'm sorry. i have more to write but find my headache too distracting to finish... no doubt i'll have more for day six.