I just did my good deed for the day! CHRISTMAS CAROLING! I went with my church. It was sooo boring, but me and my friend Lindsey Bockenstedt and Kristin Brasset tried to pep it up! Hehee. I love Christmas time!!

Just got home from watching 3 rug rats. I'm sooo sleepy. I think the highlight of my night was breaking up the girls' fights. Babysiting makes me wonder, was I that greedy and sellfish? I mean, these stupid little fights start by one of them not wanting to share their pillow...about an inch of it. It makes me realize how simple stuff is and ( Read more... )

Oh dear. I feel horrible. My only day to sleep in, and my dad woke me up to take my brother to guitar lessons! Grrr...I have a horrible cough. Everytime I laugh (for the past 2 weeks) I cough. I'm also having to blow my nose off the wazo! I have to go babysit today from 3 - whenever. These people are going to an Elton John concert! Hehe. ( Read more... )

I'm very upset right now. I was suposed to go eat with someone...I primped up forever. I was soooo excited. Then what happened...he told me we need to do it next week. I also found out he had a serious girlfriend and he and his girlfriend's mom went shopping today! Grrr..

Why do people go around the world pleasing others? Why do I try to please others? If my best friend wants to wear pink furry slippers, she should. If I want to stay home one day, I should. How come I try to do what everyone else wants? I'm always trying to please others. What about me? I'm going into the emotional pitts. Do you ever get to ( Read more... )

I was having a horrible day. I've been so insecure about myself for some reason. My friend just helped me feel a hell of a lot better! Also, I'm getting pretty psyched about going to eat with the guy I like tomorrow. I'm really nervous though! Tonight, I was reassured about many things I've been worrying about.

In art, I'm working on a painting over the issue of abortion. At first, I was trying to pick an issue, and nothing connected with me. Some people are doing freedom of speech, religion, right to bear arms, etc. None of those sparked my interest. Well, I was flipping through this magazine, and I saw this pic of a baby. The baby was crying. It ( Read more... )

What if you try to get through to someone, but it doesn't work? Do you just stop trying? I'm just going to leave it at that...I don't really want to elaborate on it anymore.

Hey hey! I'm in a good mood, although I've been sneezing and blowing me nose all day! My throat is KILLING me! I've got a butt load of homework and I have to read a whole book by tomorrow night! Ever heard of Tofurkey??

Today was great! Ok, you see, I have a problem with hugs. I never give them. Today was the very first time in my life I gave a hug! It was to a guy, but I don't even know if I like this certain guy all that much. It's just the fact that I have a hug. Haha, I feel bad for him, I think I sqeezed him to death! Haha...I mean, I can't stand ( Read more... )