im lonely, want female companionship. end of story *shrug*. i hope you werent expecting more.

i thought i had a lot to say, but it all seems so insignificant. i thought i had it all figured out, but everything is still such a mystery. i miss the good times, but i cant. i cant relive them, they are but a fleeting, fading memory now, something that will never happen again, and its better that way ( Read more... )

i so didnt want to go to school today, i wish we could have at least had a two hour delay, but no. andrew brought me breakfast which was cool. i feel so awkward around most of my friends now, i dunno, maybe its cause they know too much about me, maybe im just not a people person, people are silly anyway ( Read more... )

what is life in not just one giant test. i test people, everyone, all the time. hahahaha.
i still liked being anti-social better, i was much more content with playing videogames all day. now pretty much all i do is sleep the day away and talk online like a dork. oh well, today was a total bust im sure. ehhh... things should happen.

i understand that people make mistakes. but making the same mistake over and over again is ridiculous. im too frail to even begin to correct it though, so it doesnt matter. i wish people could keep their mouths shut sometimes, mainly myself cause i have some mild form of tourette's(i have to, im sure of it). at least i didnt say anything stupid ( Read more... )

im in a small room, with three other people, its dark. three familiar faces, one is at a desk, the other two are on the floor while i lie on the bed. it feels wierd. the one at the desk is a girl, with a familiar face, she is listening to music. the two on the floor are guys, they look like they are playing a board game, i dont know what im doing ( Read more... )

things i hear frequently ( Read more... )

"She seemed dressed in all of me ( Read more... )

do i really need to say more. i just dont feel good at all. *sigh*

i think its cool how fake some people are, how they pretend to care, just to get something out of you. its cool how they act like your friend, until something goes wrong, or someone else obviously more important than you comes along. or how they just dont seem to notice you even when they look at you, its really cool then. i just wish people would ( Read more... )