help...

[agirlcalledroxy]

semi-good mood...

gone

i feel so lost. so alone. why cant i be happy for at least one full day ?? Is it really so much to ask? I go downhill more and more everyday. Right when i think things are getting better, it all crashes down. Ive forgotten what its like to be truly happy. To be able to laugh without hiding the pain that is truly in my heart.

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whoa

[onelastapology]

that... is an awesome poem.. and I think it describes more than just you hun.. if you know what I mean... thing will get better hun.. they have to

Re: whoa

[agirlcalledroxy]

thanks love..
i hope they do...
i dont know how much longer ill be ablee to handle this if they stay like they are..
<3

*Oh honey...*

[bledmyheart4you]

Honey,
I love you so much! You can always talk to me about these things, you know I feel the same exact way all the time. I wish there was something I could do for you. No matter how far away in distance you may be away from me, I'll still always be your friend and be there for you. I'll write you all the time! I'll come out there and visit you and we can burn that shitty school down. It doesn't have to ruin you anyways, you just have to keep being strong. I know you can do, Ari! I know Steffanie and I believe in you. I'm sure all your other friends to, too! I love that poem! I'm always here for you, remember that!

<3-
Rhiannon Angelique

[velcro_romance]

i love you call me if you need to some time,....

[agirlcalledroxy]

thanks babe

[invisable_eyes]

oh sweetie. ur not alone. i love you!