he lost 3 more pints of blood last night. they transfused 4 new pints + 2 pints of plasma and 1 pint of platelets. his bp was steady at 109/62. this morning his surgical team decided that he can't continue like this. and regardless of how weak and medically unsound his condition is- they just rushed him into emergency surgery. they didn't have a ( Read more... )

he seems to be circling the drain and i don't know what to do about it. or how to handle it. or what to think or say or wish for at this point. so now, i beg...


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does anyone remember KISSYFUR?!


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oh, and... we are leaving tomorrow night, for our yearly visit down to florida to see the in-laws. and there's supposed to be a snow storm coming.

so, not happy about all that. i just want to stay here, drink cocoa, snuggle under 3 blankets and watch the netflix that came in the mail today. is that so wrong?

ugh. florida. ughh.

saturdays seem to be filled with possibility...

and sundays are always filled with obligation.

have you ever noticed that??

(at least this is true in my world. ho hum.)

whoa. i'm getting married later today! i better get some sleep...

11.3.07

i can't believe that's the day i'm getting married...

i just CAN'T!

wow. i'm excited and scared and worried and giddy and feverish and hopeful and slaphappy... and YEAH.

i'm marrying erik. who would've thunk it way back when we first met?!

haha. life is crazy. but awesome.

xo
n

she is the biggest mess of a person i've ever known... but sometimes, albeit quite rarely nowadays, i do miss her.

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whoaaaa.

just... WHOA.


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merry christmas everyone!!


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