I think this is the worst thing i have ever had to go through in my life. I've never had someone close to me move away. And it didnt hit me until tonight when i heard Mande cry. Now its really hitting me hard and I know the next week is going to suck. Its been the three of us for so long and now its going to be so different. I dont think i could ( Read more... )

i feel like i have let down all of my friends. Lexy has been my friend since i moved here and has called me everyday for the past two weeks and i havnt called her once. I havnt hung out with her or danielle in over a month and i feel like shit for it. i guess i was scared of losing zoe so i wanted to spend as much time with her as i could and thats ( Read more... )

i hate losing friends more than anything in the world.

well this weekend was reallly good. Me and Zoe drove up to Leesburg to Beth Anne's house. Friday night we went to their football game which was okay but dancing to the drum line was definately the high light of it. But the best part of the night is me and Beth Anne playing in the water fall of the church and going to esoterica. Then we went back to ( Read more... )

ME AND ZOE ARE GOING ON A ROAD TRIP THIS WEEKEND!!!!

today caroline zoe and I had an awesome day. We went to jeremy's and left our mark with spray paint in his road. Then we went to caroline's and ate a shit load of food. Then we went to zoe's and sang q and not u and then i remembered we were supposed to maybe go out of town this weekend so we ( Read more... )

im losing everything ( Read more... )

well tonight i was supposed to go to bed early because i didnt sleep at all last night.
and i have a test tomorrow morning and havnt studied.

but jeremy is writing me and ode and i just drank tea so it looks like ill be up for a while.

and i think ill have to make a special thanks to alexandra boogades for getting strep and sharing it with the

Today Mande Zoe and I went to the Hickory Middle school park and swang on the swings. I hate writing entries about personal stuff because honestly no one really cares to read about that kind of stuff. But it really hit me today. I honestly can do anything with them and still have fun. And it was so cool because the storm was coming in and it was ( Read more... )

well i am venting and listening to the early november like the good times ( Read more... )

Im so confused and scared and I'm not sure how to deal with this ( Read more... )