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Sep 10, 2019 22:25


Back when a heart attack wasn't all that likely for me (I still haven't had one, let me hasten to add), I was plagued with hypochondriacal heart crises.

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proximoception September 11 2019, 12:54:30 UTC
I’m sorry you’ve been struggling that way. Please don’t feel you can’t talk about troubles here until they’re over! I think I can speak for most of us when I say we love hearing from you and are always ready to listen ( ... )

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agoraphiliac September 14 2019, 05:27:13 UTC
My toe is broken after all, I found out today. Which isn't a big deal as injuries go, it doesn't even hurt, but I'm dejected about having to sit out dancing. Yeah, I can see how a mobility issue is the royal road to depression. My birthday is coming up, and I had made a song request for ecstatic dance this Sunday. Now I'm sorry to miss it. I think I'll go but lie on the floor the whole time. There's somebody with mobility problems who dances that way, lying on her back with her legs on the wall.

I don't know how to describe my hysterical heart attacks, in terms of panic or anxiety. I always halfway knew it wasn't a heart attack, and rather than find solace in that, I agonized. If I made four or five ER visits, I must've contemplated it many more times than that.

People out here would ask whether Providence was in Massachusetts. When I said it was in Rhode Island, they wondered if that too was in Massachusetts.

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nightspore September 13 2019, 20:25:49 UTC
I'm sorry. I haven't had Ativan much, but I liked it.

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