ok i am drunk. fuck.

too many boys. what? 3 boys hitting on me in 2 days, explain later. whoa i need to drink water

being locked up and anti-social has made me forget how much fun plain old fucking portland can be.

i had the best day ever today.

after school i met bethany at tiny's, who is back in portland because the house in seattle that jodie is at is too packed full of ex-san diegoans to accomodate her, so she got a rideshare back down here and is going to buy ( Read more... )

i think, underneath it all, and despite my inability to thoroughly explain myself, that I might be a genuis.

one day I will be able to say what i mean and have all the tools to illustrate my points at my disposal.  Right now, I am the only one who knows how truly intelligent I am.

the worst thing anyone has ever said to me was that i had potential, ( Read more... )

well, i met my crush.

his name is jeff. how did i meet him?
...so I went into freshpot after i got off work saturday, because my friend Simon was working. my crush has very often been in freshpot. he was not there. so i was standing at the counter, talking to Simon for about 20 minutes, and then Simon asks me what my crush looks like since he is ( Read more... )

i was doing fine in physics til graphing and math came in. the final is in an hour and i have to be in class til then (im late to class right now) and i guess i am going to bomb this final because i missed one day of class that must have been the math day.

so i got an A on the midterm, i need to write a paper by friday that I have to get an A on, ( Read more... )

GUESS WHAT I DID TODAAAAAYY??

i totally talked to my crush!!! yaaay!! he was so adorable and much better than i imagined!
first of all, he talks like a total bookworm. like, his voice is a tiny bit nasal-y, so he sounds like he's older, and hes totally not "cool guy" about talking. i just analysed his voice so much.  anyway
so hes the dude i see at ( Read more... )

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i just bought a bike two seconds ago.  its green. it might be a little to big but i will get the hang of it.

i think renee and i are going to do Europe for realz. we spent all last night researching the course we have to take and its not that expensive. 4 week intensive course in Barcelona, and then move to Prague when we get hired as teachers. live ( Read more... )

RENEE
so lets go to Europe, and maybe if we feel like it, get jobs teaching English in Prague. We are provided with free housing and all we have to do is take a 4 week course. We would start in late september or october.

i just want to move there. thats what i want. we could fucking ride out bikes around Europe. EUROPE! we could ride from France to ( Read more... )

remember how a long time ago i had that love affair with that rockstar from las vegas?  his band has a myspace and im in the top 16.

i hooked up with him when I was 19 and then 20. almost 4 years ago. its a little weird.