Well, the modeling went well. He wants me back on Tues. to finish the drawing. My dance lesson went welll, although he was HITTING ON ME!!!! He is at least like 67, I am only 20. I do not consider age to be much of a factor when looking at guys, however...45+ year...that is DEFINITELY too much for me!! I try to keep it with 2x's my age...THAT ( Read more... )

Life seems to be really sucky for everyone recently. :-( I hope it gets better soon! So remember, until then, just SMILE! Even if you don't feel it on the inside, smiling outwardly might make someone else happier who will then in turn make you happier as well ( Read more... )

There isn't much new to report. Life continues. The weather is being a little bitch though! John and I were suppose to get together Thursday night, but then the weather prevented that. Then we postponed it for tonight(Saturday) but AGAIN the weather foiled us. GRRR! We are now hoping for sometime next week, and Weather, PLEASE be calm and ( Read more... )

Well, it is a new year and hopefully a better one! Last year was hell in many ways and I am sure hoping that this one will be better. For New Year's Eve, I took my mother out dancing. It was pretty good, I taught her a couple new things for waltz and cha-cha as well as the electric slide. Now she keeps talking about wanting to learn tango ( Read more... )

Well, Christmas was horrid as usual. John wussed out on me, but I kind of expected that so it is ok. He decided that he is too afraid of what society will think if we had a serious relationship and he doesn't want to have to deal with it. Which I guessed was probably going to happen after his friends gave him such a hard time about it. You ( Read more... )

OMG!!! Soo much has happened!!! Life has just been totally crazy!!! First of all on the 13th Kevin imed me and said that we could chat again sometimes!!!! I was soooo happy!!! I just started balling!!!! I couldn't help myself. I have continued to see John, and he is such a sweetie! It is a little wierd knowing that he is so much older than me, ( Read more... )

" John, say it loud and there's music playing. say it soft and it is almost like praying...Joh-n, Joh-n, Joh--n..I will never stop saying Joh-n...." :-p hehe...for those of you who don't get it, it is a take off on the song, Maria, from the musical West Side Story. I am soo excited. I am suppose to get to his house at 5:30pm. I was soo bad ( Read more... )

OMG!!!! I met this guy...and he isn't just like any guy. He is amazing!! He seems to be every single quality I ever wanted in a man all put together. He is respectful, intelligent and kind. He dances competitively(yes, ballroom). Just what I want to do someday!! He is into theatre and even coaches high school speech and debate. He likes to ( Read more... )

well, I will start off with state Vs. federal law and then segway into the medicinal use of marijuana ( Read more... )

and for our next segment, I don't feel like boys or anything like that since they just upset me and piss me off. Thus, I shall instead discuss the economy and how horrid it is. The deficit is skyrocketing!! If we don't watch out, other countries will prob. soon pull their money out of our banks. The dollar which used to be the strongest ( Read more... )