I need to find a new job. I owe 7k and I'm only 22. My depression is getting worse and I can't afford to go to the doctor because I owe them money... If only there was a way for someone to see he potential in me and hire me on a whim... I'd be worth it, I swear....

I know it's not supposed to be perfect. But I'm happy. He made all the pain go away. He takes care of me. But I'm an emotional nutjob. Dealing with me alone is a miracle. Loving me is a blessing. And I don't want anyone else. Before my eyes would still wander. But everything seems different... Right. But I feel that I should leave before I ruin ( Read more... )

I miss you and I don't know what to say to you. There's this empty space that just hides. I found it the first time we met. I know breaking up was most likely the best thing we could have done, it just seems so surreal. I'm happy now, but I just feel like I'm still missing the tiniest bit. Maybe it's not you, maybe it's my want of children... but ( Read more... )

You mean nothing to me now. And I'm SOOOO FUCKING HAPPY! Now I await you to come crawling back, so I can kick you back to the curb, you disgusting pig!

I did it for me. Not any of you. I need to be more confident, and none of you were helping. This is for me. Not you.

I can't take this. You don't bother talking to me all day. I legitimately want to cry because you are ignoring me. You wanted to leave so you didn't have to spend forever at work. You probably haven't eaten, and when I ask you what you want to eat you'll tell me anything because you're starving, but won't tell me anything more then that. Then you' ( Read more... )

I want him to help my clean. I want him to move past her bullshit, she's only doing it to hurt him. I just can't help him if he won't let me. I know he wants to do it on his own. But he just isn't going anywhere...

Is it so bad I wish I could be a secretary? I wouldn't mind typing and emailing all day.

So, I got really drunk last night and I had to give my phone to my boyfriend so I wouldn't text you. Then I spent like an hour crying on the bed about us and everything and he just sat there and told me it's ok, and that he already knew. He says if you come back, he'll walk away. I just don't know what my mind would do if you did come back. It's ( Read more... )

I miss you. I really do. I still love you. I guess I have for a while, and am only now admitting it to myself. But I guess it's whatever, right? Even though I'm trying to move on. It's not really working, because I still love you. And the other night, when I was drunk, I had to pull everything inside me not to tell you. Because that's who I am. I'm ( Read more... )