Im anxious. I can't sleep. I'm going to buy a pack of cigarettes and watch tv or something.

that was a stupid post.

I want to be a writer.

It's cold in Albany. I'm reading The Fountainhead and I think it was a bad choice for this time in my life ( Read more... )

I love life. Im happy. It's weird.

I wish i knew what was going to happen next year. I might stay in Boston. It all depends on money. Everything is up in the air. I hate this waiting game.

I have too much anxiety to sleep. I just wish it was next year and i had it all firugred out. I guess I'll never have it all figured out. I hate all of this. I wish we could go back and time and figure it all out. I might have to go to RCC next year im starting to realize. I dont want to do that. I just want to live in albany and shoot photos ( Read more... )

where is jordan?
wtf?

I don't like parties.
I want to meet people and make friends.
Why do people insist the two go together?

Yesterday was gray. I went to the museum at 10:30 for class. my class left but i had no obligations so i stayed and walked around for a bit longer. It put me in a really odd mood. Everything was so empty and large and beautiful. I felt so lonely. So i started to then walk back to school, but decided I didn't want to be there. I just walked ( Read more... )