Cat scan today.
Iodine in my blood.
Needle in my arm for an hour.

I hate the hospitial.

I've learned a lot about people lately.

I love the time and in between
the calm inside me
in the space where I can breathe

I would like to linger here in silence
if I choose to
would you understand it
would you try to understand...

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

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fuck livejournals

whatever.