Hahahaha. Wow, it's been like, what? Ten and a half years since this thing was written in? Hahahah, well I guess that happens when teenage melodrama takes a full one eighty and completely dies out. Which, in my case, happened. Graduated on Sunday. Wow. That's weird to think about. Haha. And I have my own lap top! I am beyond excited about this ( Read more... )

Fucccck. I hate my nails because I really want to type something but I can't because of this bullshit. I really hate dumb shit, kinda like this dumb shit that I'm letting get to me.

Irony is a funny thing.
"You said you'd always be there for me, you said you'd always be in my life. ...Nine miles to happiness, I know because I've been there before. ( Read more... )

Note to self:
Never fuck with someone who has their own death wish. Period.

"Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97 ( Read more... )

Quite possibly the hardest weekend of my life so far.

Brain tumors and cremation creates a very empty house. And "[i]n memory... a $10.00 contribution will be made to Windcrest Animal Hospital's 'Save the Animals Adoption Center.'"

On top of that, the Incubus concert at the Electric Factory I've been dying to go to for a good month was sold out by ( Read more... )

You never talk to me.
Which is why I find it so ironic that your little girlfriend is so scared of losing you, she clings onto you as if her life depends on it whenever I come about.
She glares at me as if to make me jealous when she's holding on for dear life. I'm not jealous of her having you, oh no. I'm jealous of you giving yourself to her.

Dear ( Read more... )

I need help finding lace gloves so if anyone knows where i can find some, please call my cell phone number. Just in case, it's 494.4512. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!

[edit] I found some today. Already. haha. [/edit]

Dear Dad,

Tell me one good reason
why I shouldn't claw my eyes out,
why I shouldn't stab my eardrums,
why I shouldn't rip off my tongue,
or even,
why I shouldn't scrape off feeling in my fingers.

Really, all of this pisses me off and I just can't seem to care anymore.
I somewhat don't want to care.
But you said that I don't anyway.
And apparently, I have ( Read more... )

Harder every time and it starts to show on my face and on my wall where all her pictures fall.
Getting over a three leaf clover, that I thought was four.
It's just the same as before.
Forget me, girl, I'm still recovering from her.
It hurts so.
I'm sorry, girl, I'm in no shape to love.
It's not you it’s her.
An absent-minded find was thought to be ( Read more... )

Oh man. Thank you Roxanne!

8 Bit D&D?
Decline of Video Gaming 3?

Ummm... All this? = Greatness.

Man. Work at 7 tomorrow morning.
Tonight, Mom's birthday, and didn't go too well. The usual when everyone's home. But this time, it's as if it was all my fault. Damn, I can't wait to get outta this house.

Sunday's Jason's birthday, and we don't have anything ( Read more... )