It's all because of you...

[aheart_silenced]

So I definitly got told to update so that is what I am going to do.

I got home last Tuesday and on Wednesday Roxanne came over to spend the night and she stayed till Friday at my house and then we both went over to spend the night and I left on Sunday so that way I could go to Matt's birthday dinner. She came back over on Monday and she stayed the

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[__prettybullets]

Amanda, I love you. && I wish only the best for you ♥

[aheart_silenced]

I love you too ♥

[xblood_fairyx]

i dont think you understand how much i do.. like i really understand how you feel right now.. i get it. i may not know the feeling personally of having someone cheat on me but i definitily understand. i just feel horrible that i cant help you because whatever i say wont change anything.. i love you so much and i hate reading that you are unhappy and knowing in my heart that your depressed. i would rather have this then you just not saying anything at all.. so dont stop telling me how you feel. i want to be able to talk to you like we have been. i wish that i could make it all better but i cant. right now i dont know who to believe. but that doesnt matter. you would be hurting either way. i just didnt want you to be obsessing over it not knowing if it was true or not.. i dont like to see you like this. but i love you and i hope you dont take everything i may have said in the wrong way. you are my sister and im here for you.

[aheart_silenced]

Yes I know that you are here for me. Honestly though you were here and know that something is wrong... So it was kind of coming.. But honestly I just didn't know how to express myself without sounding really bad. I love you and you always know I am here.

[dmonstalynn]

Wow. I'm really sorry for any pain that I have caused you. Just as everybody else, I can't make you feel better but if you need to talk to someone who has been on both ends of that i'm here if you need to talk. Hopefully we can work things out and be friends again. Call me anytime..you know the number.

[aheart_silenced]

I look forward to it and hopefully we wont let people get in the way this time.