a little less conversation / a little [more] action, please
yesterday i spoke to the love of my life megan but didn't want to run up her phone bill so i told her that i'd call her back after i ate. needless to say if any of u know me, i didn't and it wasn't because i forgot, which i do quite often to be completely honest.
last night as i'm sleeping i had a nightmare that i went to visit megan. i walked into her house and it was like the home in the movie glass house. the entire time her stepmom for some reason was being a real bitch to me. the annonymous ryan finally arrives and i get to meet him and megan gets a phone call. she runs into her room to get it on the opposite side of the one story house (nothing like megan's home)- keep in mind that there were sliding glass doors everywhere and that from where her room was and where i was standing with ryan and her mom and some of her mom's friends, she could see us. as i'm talking to ryan i start crying to some reason babbling about how lonely i am and how nobody likes me (subconcious thought? maaaybe) and he hugs me so i hug him back and in that moment i kind of wilt like a flower and stop breathing. i'm guessing i died for a minute or something. when i wake up / come back to life / whatever, i tell him that it was nice being hugged for a change (do i get hugs often? no) as i go to hug him again he looks at me and is like "noooooooo" and i'm like "wtf?" and i look through the sliding glass doors to see megan glaring at me, still on the phone, with her eyes (one being black.. haha aw) as big as pool balls. all of a sudden she comes storming through the house and starts screaming at me saying how she hates me and what a backstabber i am. i again wilt like a flower and die. what's funny is that when i woke up i was so scared that megan was mad at me in real life and almost called her but then realized in was 4 in the morning.
i concluded that i had this bizarre dream because:
- i watched one tree hill last night where brooke and payton (who are best friends) are not talking because payton stole brooke's boyfriend
- i forgot to call her back (which may be why she was on the phone in my dream)
- i had just talked to my mom about how i wanted to visit megan
- oh, and ryan's hot. but that's just a fact.
:side note: MEGAN! i love u and will never steal your <3 interest. aw aw aww.
THE END