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[ahtnam]

It way hottt outside

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[anonymous]

so im really a jealous person at heart. and i have realized this because my heart was stomped on, and not your averaged stomped on, but he* like did the mexican hat dance on top of it, and then handed it back to me, with a smile, then said hey, we should still be friends, because i would miss you. i realized that i had never felt that way about anyone before, and that all i wanted was to make him see how i saw him, but i would never get the chance, because he loved someone else, someone i could never be, someone i never wanted to be, at least i thought i didnt, but at that point i would have done whatever it took to be with him. as i sit here typing this, i realize that i can only ever be me, and if he wants someone like her, then i need to find someone who wants someone like me, and who i like back. no one i liked has ever liked me back, and told me at least, or tried to make anything happen. so, as i let one love die i am in search of another soul to get attatched to. he* will never be forgotten, we are friends and we share so much

[anonymous]

oh, the jealous comment at the top, was because:

1. she* got what i wanted for so long
2. they are "in love" or at least have someone, and i don't.

[ahtnam]

The beginning of that made me sad, but in the end it made me happy. Good luck to both of us on finding our new ones =)

[anonymous]

i waited until the last minute to start my spanish final, and then i got distracted by livejournals, im fucked

[ahtnam]

haaa.....haa. ha. Me too.

[anonymous]

Okay, I haven't decided what I'm going to write about. Oh yeah, this is a good story. Everyone has that one person, that person that they will never get over no matter how hard they try. I actually got my person for a while last year (miracle of all miracles, since guys never pick me) and I was ecstatic. But he was an asshole a few times (correction--quite a few times) and I was determined to forget about him, or at least stay angry at him forever and not have to deal with my heart and its persistent feelings. A couple weeks ago I proclaimed myself officially over him: I even took his screen name off buddy alert, which was a pretty big step for me. Last nite I realized, though, that whenever I'm online I still intently watch the little screen name pop-ups in case his appears. I still hope that everytime he sees me my hair looks right and I have makeup on. Last nite he IMed me and despite what my attempts at a grudge were telling me, I had to talk to him again. Hoping that just maybe it would be a good conversation. And at the

[xnoelle_screamx]

THAT'S ME!

except I didn't leave that comment

BUT OMFG! that decribes me hahaha