o_O <- that is currently how my eyes feel. i kept switching layout codes and decided i wanted a specific color font and so having to go through all that coding to switch the right ones...omfg... BAD idea
i like that i don't sleep during the night, is that weird?
as some may be surprised, i do not have Tegoshi as my header...no, this is my Shigeluah Chance <3 As discussed with my Ikasimashi-chan IF Tegoshi were to propose to me, undoubtedly I would say yes, however, I do not see us together. I can however see myself with Shige (my ni-ban) and then we discussed how it'd be better for the two of us NOT to marry TegoMass as there'd be jealous going through all parties, mostly by TegoMass themselves LOL
But if I can be honest, and this will not be a surprise for most, but I really want to marry Hyung Joon <3 or his brother? his brother is very DoS like MatsuJun XD I honestly can't believe it... it's so wrong, but that's what I get for involving myself with U-KISS lol oiii my heart...
Today is Wednesday, that means practice and IRIS i'll probably miss IRIS... I think I may actually work out before Hula even... we'll see LOL i'll be rollin up all gross...ew. no. mayhaps not lol but i need to get myself in try-out tip-top shape. One of the girls dropped 44lbs in order to get in, she also says she was fat. but in Korea, fat does not mean all that much... I'm fat by Korean standards... but I have lost weight ^^ only 10lbs more than what I was in High School... which is better than what i WAS at omg... -_-' so embarrassing looking back at my size for myself. it's kinda funny though as I just got a bunch of new clothes, hopefully they wont look too bad if i continue to lose weight.. ugh and i still don't know what song to sing for tryouts. I'm starting to think of Evanescence's - Good Enough but I'm not sure...
My Ikasimashi is back tomorrow!!! <3