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What the hell is happening around here? Everything is completely insane. Including myself.
I can't even say what is going on in my life. Yarik is here but isn't. Yami and Yuugi... are good, but I rarely see them. I suppose I'll focus on school. Because, it's probably best that I focus on something.
I think there's something genetically wrong with me. I keep falling for the wrong guys. Guys who don't love me or in love with someone else. You would think that I'm asking for pain. Why is that? Why can't I just find a nice (or at least to me) guy who actually LIKES me?
Maybe it wasn't such a good thing that Yarik found me and brought me back from Egypt. It seems there would be a lot less drama without me, or maybe I'm just not feeling my best.
Yeah, fuck optimism.
I can't even say what is going on in my life. Yarik is here but isn't. Yami and Yuugi... are good, but I rarely see them. I suppose I'll focus on school. Because, it's probably best that I focus on something.
I think there's something genetically wrong with me. I keep falling for the wrong guys. Guys who don't love me or in love with someone else. You would think that I'm asking for pain. Why is that? Why can't I just find a nice (or at least to me) guy who actually LIKES me?
Maybe it wasn't such a good thing that Yarik found me and brought me back from Egypt. It seems there would be a lot less drama without me, or maybe I'm just not feeling my best.
Yeah, fuck optimism.