[Drabble] Five Teardrops
Title: Five Teardrops
Author: aijin_jin_17
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Angst, angst, angst
Rating: Totally Safe
Disclaimer: I don't own them, but Jin and Kame own my heart..♥
Summary: The reason for Kame's tears.. (I suck at summaries.. Sorry..T_T)
The young man sat on the sofa, his eyes full of sadness. It was just another day. But like all days, sadness clouded his heart. Why did he have to think so much anyway? He knew that the thoughts would only hurt him more but he never learned.
***
When Jin left for L.A., it hurt him so much. During the press conference, he tried so hard to keep a straight face and he was able to. Little did everyone know that his heart was almost breaking at the thought of Jin’s departure. Only he knew of the agony that would torture him everyday. That was a long time ago and Jin had already come back, but the pain was still there.
Drop.
The first tear fell from his eyes and he wiped it off.
***
He didn't know why and probably Jin didn't either. But they stopped calling each other by their nicknames. Now they call each other by their last names. Oh how those names were like poison burning his tongue, yet he has to say them everyday.
Drop.
Another tear fell and like the first one, he wiped it off.
***
Everyday was like a show. But it wasn’t a problem for him. He was used to it already. Maybe that’s just how entertainers lived. For years now, he had been hiding his real face from everyone. He had to pretend he was fine. He had to pretend that everything was perfect. They were all lies, but he had to make them seem like the truth. But all the pretending tugged painfully at his heart.
Drop.
The third one fell and he wiped it off once more.
***
He wondered if he would make a move, things would be different. All the “what ifs” in his head were screaming at him, making his head hurt. So much time had been lost already. The chances to be happy and carefree like they used to be slipped through his fingers like sand. He wondered if he would be able to get them back.
Drop.
The fourth tear fell but this time, he just let it fall.
***
He had always wanted to say those words. But he couldn’t. He didn’t know why. Maybe he was just afraid. He didn’t know how the older man felt for him but he was sure of what he felt for the other. Kame loves him, loves him with all his heart. He just couldn’t bring himself to say those three words. The burden of those three words in his heart was more than he could bear.
Drop.
The fifth and last tear fell and he was about to let it fall too when he heard someone come in. So he wiped it off completely. He could never show his tears to anyone. Never. He'd just have to keep it to himself. It was just another day after all.
The person who came in was singing “Care” quietly to himself but Kame would always recognize that smooth and alluring voice.
“For every tear shed, a smile awaits you.”
Now Kame wondered if those words would ever come true.
-END-
A/N: Err, if it’s not that obvious, Jin was the one who came in.. Anyway, it’s my first time to write pure angst so sorry if it's not that good.. And also because it's sort of a different style from what I write?.. I dunno.. XDDD.. I wrote this because, well, I had nothing to do and sitting alone makes me feel depressed.. LoL.. Maybe I could write in Jin's POV next time?.. *bricked*
EDIT: ZOMG!!!!!!.. Have you guys read the translation for "Ai no Command"?!?!?!?!?.. JKLSAFSNFJSGNSA.. Now i love this song even more!!.. XDDDD.. Clickie for the *cough*PERVINESS*cough*