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[aikochan]

I slept for twelve hours last night and am still tired. Today I bought myself some kitchen knives and some tapioca pudding. My mattress squeaks whenever I turn over, I don't know where I'm supposed to be tomorrow or at what time, and my room key still has not been given to me because workers at campus police misplaced it.

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[lostsailors]

I am so, so, so, so sorry for your cat. I understand completely as I would probably go near-suicidal if I lost my kitten.

I want you to know you're being very brave about accepting you will have to put him to sleep. That is the hardest decision for a pet owner to ever, ever make- but it is the right decision. So many people, myself and my family included, will try to hold onto a pet because it hurts too much to let go. Letting go, though, is sometimes the kindest thing to do.

I also know, for a trufax, that the little souls of pets are too good and too kind to just vanish away forever. So think, when his time comes it's just releasing whatever energy that's bound up in his little corporeal form and letting it loose on a much larger playground which includes the breeze, the dew, the stars and every memory you have.

So, be strong! And cry when you feel, it's ok.

Hugs!

[skirtsandtea]

I was checking back here to look for something and saw I never replied to this - at the time because it hurt too much, but I just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart for this comment. This meant so much to me and helped me so much when this was going on. So though it is YEARS belated, thank you.

[eelhovercraft]

I don't ever know what to say, but I'm sorry. T.J.'s cuteness and intelligence will always be remembered.

I'll keep both of you in my prayers.

[lavenderrain7]

I've missed reading your entries. I hope all is well. :)