today sucked.

new sns that i don't particularly want:

YOUTHARi
spastic launcher
piggybackin gimp
spit fetishist
how to kill a robin

aside from a few new shirts i got, today was uneventful.

So, Shawn decided to trust me with his life's secret. What do I do? I tell a lot of people. But everyone says they already knew. haha. :\

Last Sunday we went to church and things. One story the pastor told was somethinn that I don't want to remember. oh, it was sad.

Shawn just left my house, I probably won't see him for a few years. What a weekend to remember him by.

Shawn came over on Saturday. He scrubbed my bathroom clean and took a bubble bath. Chris came over and we stayed up all night and went to Mcdonalds in the morning. Chris dropped us off at church 'cause he got in trouble and couldn't stay with us. Shawn got pissed 'cause he didn't like the church. We walked to some other neighborhood to get on ( Read more... )

so, i was thinking last night about how much I can't wait until i'm older so i can start my own family ( Read more... )

it's been so long. school's ended. swimming. smokes. emails. dreams. mmm things. company. computers. mailboxes. mising cat's. corpus. beaches. friends ( Read more... )

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I hate myself for making three new LJ's and then deciding to stick with this one. I smoke everyday and it's pretty sad. I have a cough/sore throat. I fucking opened this car air freshener thing and rubbed it on myself last night. I don't know why, it smelled good at the time, but now it feels like someone shoved a pine tree up my nose.

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My internet is down and my dialup just won't work.

and
loser is back in town.

that is all.