M. is feeling better now. Or he said so. He started to eat again and his temperature lowered, he stopped vomiting finally ( Read more... )

Damn. I just found out that one of my friends - M. - is sick, really serious. He sent me a message today saying "fucking radiotherapy, vomitting all the time". Just these six words. I didn't know how to react for several minutes... I finally took up the courage and asked - what happened? He answered enigmatically "something caught me, but it's ( Read more... )

Men!!! They kill me sometimes!!! Yesterday, in the middle of the night I had a phone call from G. saying how miserable and lonely he was. Then he sent me all the private messages his ex-boyfriend sent him and forced me to read them and comment ( Read more... )

I almost had a heart attack this weekend because of this man!!! I mean G. I was really worried when his roommate said he didn't come back. So I called his actual boyfriend. Nothing. Then his ex-boyfriend. Nothing. His roommate called some of his friends. Still nothing. All of us kept calling G. but he didn't answer. Nobody knew a phone number to ( Read more... )

OMG. G. didn't come back home yesterday. His roommate just called me. Where is he??? He doesn't pick up his cell phone and I'm terrified. Damn.

I don't know what's got into me yesterday but I made a confession I never made before to anyone. G. and me sat at the cafe and talked about life, as always. Then we brought up the subject about friendship. We were dancing around each other a little and finally I said: "You're my best and closest friend, G., I want you to know that." He was staring ( Read more... )

I finally took up a courage to watch "Mysterious skin" on DVD. OMG. I read a book earlier so I was prepared but it hit me anyway. Heart-wrenching story, beautifully acted. Joseph Gordon Levitt was amazing, he perfectly showed his character's changing and at the end let us look behind the "wall" he built around himself. Very touching. I think he'll ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I written something here:) Real life occupies me recently ( Read more... )

"My BBM dvd story" ;PPP Voila: My Mom's sister wanted to watch the movie, so my Mom gave it to her. My aunt hasn't watched it yet (and it's been a month since she has it) because... her husband - my uncle - didn't allow her. LOL. My aunt is 50 y.a. so she sure as hell isn't a kid anymore. This just made me laugh. Now she is waiting till he go to ( Read more... )

Finally I let my man read what I wrote. I was sooooo nervous... almost bit all my fingernails. I didn't want to deal with him so fast so I sent him my story via mail. He commented: very nice, good reporter-style, keep writing. I could let out my breath:) It's so hard to show anything to the person I love so much, I'm just so scared he wouldn't like ( Read more... )