benjamin. this post doesnt make much sense sorry

[ailimebkwds3]

i am so fucking tired of this bullshit. the feeling in my stomach is all too familiar, my hands are on the verge of shaking, and i can do nothing about it. this sounds far more dramatic of a reaction than doubtless i should have, but our family is so fucked up and im so tired of it and i feel like im in shock. made worse because i've felt this way

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[singininrain]

Emilia, I'm sorry. This is a cliche, but you can talk to me, if you like, you know.

[ailimebkwds3]

thanks man i appreciate it.

[inanimategrace]

Family...sucks. That's really all I can say. I kind of lucked out with my brother. I mean, yes, he's still royally screwed up and we have problems, but in comparison, you know. That's what counts.

Maybe writing a novel would be cathartic?

[ailimebkwds3]

excuse me while i look up cathartic...ah. yes. it probably would be. who knows, it may happen. i like your icon :). thanks.

[pen42]

*hug* I hope he grows up soon.

[ailimebkwds3]

as do i. thank you.