i just played the entire debussy quartet with my group. as usual i'm experiencing a comedown, where all my slowly acquired adrenaline departs in a rush of exhaustion and self-debasement. lots of people came, and it went pretty well, but it wasn't the most epic thing to happen at NEC this month (which i was kinda secretly hoping for) and the ( Read more... )

what would be the title of my autobiography?

(dong, where is my automobile?!)

joe's mother and mother's boyfriend came up to boston yesterday. we went out to a delicious italian restaurant and split 2 bottles of wine and enjoyed good and increasingly drunken conversation ( Read more... )

i am so fucking tired of this bullshit. the feeling in my stomach is all too familiar, my hands are on the verge of shaking, and i can do nothing about it. this sounds far more dramatic of a reaction than doubtless i should have, but our family is so fucked up and im so tired of it and i feel like im in shock. made worse because i've felt this way ( Read more... )

so, buff, based on your cryptic comment, i'm gonna start writing more about my life ( Read more... )

look at me, actually posting to the livejournal situation. so i have to do this project where i arrange "exotic" (foreign, weird, not western) music into western instrumentation. im listening to gypsy flamenco music done by 2 spanish prisoners, and i'm gonna transcribe it, and it's basically the coolest music ever.

in other news....it has been so

there is a lady who will not stop fake crying. potentially one of the most annoying things ever ( Read more... )

so joe and i are gonna go to gloucester, like an hour north of boston, and im excited because i miss nature so much. in california it was always all around and here you have to search for it. and even when you find it, it's usually cold. so hopefully gloucester will be nice. we're gonna sight see and go whale watching. which ive never done before ( Read more... )

he shot himself so badly that the police had trouble figuring out his identity. he needed to show the world his pain so bad that he murdered 33 and wounded 29 and killed and disfigured himself, bringing the total to an agonizing 63 people that felt his pain. one of them was the antagonist, one was the villain, and the protagonist himself had no ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaand we're (kinda) together again. i am such a fickle and wimpy person.