I was extremely happy to hear about election day 2008's decision of Barak Obama as our Untied States President. The presidency is not only the highest postion held in the U.S. but being the number one world leader, the most important position in the world. Barak's face last night told all; that of humble nature and an altogether good person. His ( Read more... )

Today myself along with 4 others went to the chino hills calvary chapel and held up signs on the sidewalk across the street because they were having a "prayer meeting" for voting yes on prop 8. For those of you that are a little fuzzy on the subject, prop 8 will overturn the recent California decision for the right of gay marriage. This proposition ( Read more... )

NIN was amazing the other night...I can die a happy girl.


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Nobody knows you like I do. Nobody has seen you like I have.

and this I only say to make myself feel special.

Struggling here with summer...seriously, how do people deal with themselves without school and work....work isn't even enough to keep me away from me these days. I always felt like I was half way unplugged from this life. Sort of closer to dying out. To Death and all of Her truths...but still hanging onto humanity by two prongs. Just waiting for ( Read more... )

 Another school year ends. She now must deal with herself this summer again. At least she works far more often than last and has a class at night, which will consume the time she has to consume herself. Here we go again. She replaces stress with depressants. The long sleeves come out as the sun beats down on her sinful body. Her self made isolation ( Read more... )

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I breath in deep
in search for sooth so far in restless sleep
I am stripped down
I'm peeled away
Stains of rememberance of a similar day
I'm sick, and I'm proud, I'm gone, and I yell
Catch my limb from this cage I fell
Throw my fucking cell
Go ahead, take the phone, take my life, take my home
I'm gone today. See my eyes?
They are Zombified.
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 I think I just puked in my mouth a little.

I don't know what to make of this. 
Swallow it back down. 
Cough it up in spit. 
The tention is crawling out of every human around
The weather is changing this mouth upside-down 
This sickness-it lingers
Spreads to my heart
I'm a live machine
Falling for feeling 
No-falling apart.