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Can anybody find meee.....
So I'm moved into East! lol, tis indeed interesting =) The nights have been pretty awesome thus far, I'd say. It's nice feeling a part of somewhere, and more people from school have said that I can hang out with them too. It's much more convinient lol
::But alas....my mind just likes to play it's own game::
just one of those weeks...y'know?
I feel bad ( Read more... ) -
Nothing's wrong
I think it is kinda funny...there will be times when I freak out over what turns out to be nothing. And after I quiet myself down and know it is all okay.....I feel strange. Why am I not worrying? C'mon, there has to be something to worry about!!
But nothing is wrong. So it's time to just go with the flow, right?
Ah well, if all goes according to ( Read more... ) -
So what if you can see....
**disclaimer, there will be some happiness if you read to the end**
...the darkest side of me...(Animal- Three Days Grace)
Well, I suppose I owe a lot of explanations...first off, I just need to write down things I need to say:
-I honestly need to spend more time with you
-Last night was probably the happiest I've been since school started. Thank ( Read more... ) -
phone call happiness
Well, after my emo post, I felt like I should update: I am feeling somewhat better. I called Travis to talk and he decided to come over. It was really a comfort, and I felt incredibly lucky. Sure we had to talk about some pretty heavy stuff, a la my mind, but then he told some stories and tried some jokes to distract my mind for a bit and make me ( Read more... ) -
Oh hello life....
Sooo it's friday night. I just got back from dinner. I could be hanging out with my friends and boyfriend at a party.
But no. I'm writing. Because I'm too much of a pussy to drive. I hate it.
So I'm gonna go be awesomely antisocial and wish I wasn't me.
peace.
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I need a break from being me. I hate feeling sad, and hate feeling like I'd rather be someone else.
I'm just a burden. I apologize.
peace.
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song of the moment
You're not alone, together we stand
Just keep singing these words.... basically all of "Keep Holding On" I don't know what makes this song so especially potent at the moment....but it is.
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Glee overload
So on the reccommendation of the world, I started watching the show Glee. I watched 10 episodes in two days >.> it's really addictive! I'm pretty much a Gleek...but I don't think it will be official until I see the finale. Here is my review/reaction type thing:
-Absolutely love Lea Michelle, she's amazing, gorgeous and has a great voice. I just ( Read more... ) -
Winter Break!
Today is a good day ^_^ It's my first official day of winter break! Last night was pretty sweet too; I just couldn't get my head around the fact that I didn't have to do anything! No papers to write, no tests to study for, no need to get up early today! It's wonderful ^_^ In fact, all I'm responsible for today is buying two gift certificates for ( Read more... ) -
Fuck OCD
I can already feel it again: The lump rising in my throat, tears stinging in my eyes, feeling physically ill....I fucking hate OCD attacks ( Read more... )