gotta let it burnnnnn

ha. going out with true for the day. WOOO! my day just keeps getting better.

Well now, that makes me sad, i wonder...if since it was drunk it didnt mean anything? I bet it does though, it really does make me sad though, like horribly, kinda sick too i suppose ( Read more... )

I had this dream today, while i was sleeping on my couch ( Read more... )

Wow, so i havent slept in like...8 million years, except for last nite at jordans party. I just felt really comfortable i guess, there for i fell asleep and didnt feel like iwa s going to wake up to puking and sex. *le sigh* So the weekend started off good ( Read more... )

Went to school today,
attended classes
,went to portland to get tickets
they were sold out
hung out with dan and jessica till 5
went out with ash and them
hung around her room
tried on her corset, HOTTEST THING EVER
Picked athena up
my dads home now
im fucked
then we went to the hockey game
and im happy
i got butterflies
all is well.

so my day started off pretty good, i went to all of my classes today except for pe because im dropping it, i feel like getting my shit together and im happy right now. But i wasnt when all of a sudden tassia and dave showed up, i think it killed me, why? im not sure, dave goes out of his way to see her, and oh yes, he saw her this morning as well ( Read more... )

ashley is so pretty, i love her. hehe. yes so that is wher ei am right now, at ashleys house, and theres a fucking mirror next to me, so i keep looking at myself, and how straight i sit up when i type, hahaha. fuckers. do do do. =) im happier now.

why does this only happen to me when im alone? I dont understand, its like, its gods drive to make me kill myself or something, im not saying im going to kill myself, but i honestly cant fucking do this and im always like..under house arrest when things are at their worst and i have to do it, its just...its manditory, i cant fucking help it.

oh no i think i ran out of marshmellows. Alright, everyone is being really nice today, and i dont like it because im really down and sad and angry i guess. I mean, iw ouldnt be if i werent home, but since iam everything seems t ojust be building up in me. Did i mention my mom said she has givne up on me and tahst why she doesnt care if i ever ( Read more... )

im drinking hot chocolate, with marshmellows and im sad, i miss tassia, i miss spooning with her and falling asleep and forking, and i miss her callin gme emo and i miss he rkicking me off my bed, i miss her telling me that im beautiful and that she loves me and i miss our mad hand sex. I miss her soooo fucking much.