after school yesturday me and joel went and drove around and i was trying to give him road head.. seeing as it wasnt working he couldnt exactly drive very well, so we stop at this little park thing and we were sitting there and, i suck at giving hands jobs like crazy, i can give head but i like suck at hand jobs so we were sitting there and i had ( Read more... )

joel came over yesturday and we told my mom we were going to get ice cream but we went over the the ladys house i cat sit for and messed around.. it was fun i went 1 over there, and we came home and watch a movie and i had 2 mor orgasims it was awesome he is so good with his fingers!!! a little sore now though i gave him head but i am a quitter and ( Read more... )

AWWWWW Prom where to start..well make-up went good. hair was um..ok and my dress.. amazing.....and my date....no words to describe him!!!! Joel came over..late which was my fault cause i told his my mom the name of the wrong place..oops and we took picturess..lots and lots of them..then to Nick B. house to take pics with everyone. then to dinner.. ( Read more... )

last night joel told me he was working a surprise for me.. and i was getting excited. and when i got to school he gave me this orange peice of consturtion paper with cute out letters from magazies that said"baby, i like you" in the cute out letter it was so cute, then underneithe it he wrote a note with my name in a heart that i could tell he had ( Read more... )

i went to church for the firs time in like 2 months, becuase of volleyball tournaments and spring break i havent been in a while. i saw ryan merrit and billy kochotovitc. old flings. see them and talking remebering old times when i hung out with them and like how we had fun and just chillin. didnt make feel the way i thought. i usually at that ( Read more... )

today i woke up an prepared for my cousin bridal shower she is marrying a mormon(dont ask) well on the way to that my mom said that she isnt going to ground me for smoking becuase its my decision but she thinks is awful and she dosent want me to do it all. But after a long day with entertaing family and freinds of the bride. my mom let me go to ( Read more... )

i got caught smoking again...FUCK grounded more.. i hate this!!!

Today at school was fine, nothing exciting, but after school i had my first guitar lesson it was bad ass! i love playing the guitar so much! But then after that i came home i feel so drained. i dont know why i have been getting lots of sleep. And i keep thinking on what i want to do. i got get great grades i didnt get great act scores. i am not ( Read more... )

overall today was good, nothing bad ahppened so it was good, i got alot of stuff done i needed to like develop pics from sp and washington DC and i went and got the medicince for my belly button ring and i check to make sure joels tux match my dress and while i was doing all these things i suddenly missed him so much i dont know why it was werid i ( Read more... )

i am so excited about prom, i dont know why just today i am so excited, i tried on my dress like 3 times. I just cant wait!!!! I love my dress, i am excited about my date, the night, how joels gunna look how i am gunna look i dunno just overall i am so excited he he he i feel like a little school girl going on her first date he he i love it!