i don't look at my high school yearbook too much. but this morning, i wanted to see what a friend wrote in my yearbook last year. it was random. but i read it, and it's just weird. because we were so close last year, and now we're just blah. and then i came upon my "best" guyfriend's entry, and it was just sad. i don't even make the effort to see ( Read more... )

it's so hot in the oc. i like the weather back in san diego. where it's nice and cool. 
i'm so sad. when i'm home, done with school, i want to be back at school. and when i'm at school, i want to be at home. i long for what i don't have at the moment, and when i get it, it's just bleh. is that me being stupid or is it with all people?

i got my car ( Read more... )

liking someone is just waste of emotion.

love overcomes all. but i'm too stupid and human to love at times. and instead, i get jealous.

summer is here. but i'm not feeling it.

i saw my "best" guyfriend today. and it was weird. or i probably was the one who made it awkward. but i couldn't help it. i hated him for being so him. it's disgusting. I'M disgusting. BUT thinking back on it, i'm glad he came and sat next to me. otherwise, i would have probably hated him forever.  i was a ( Read more... )

it's today. TODAY. i'm going home.

ah. ALL I LOOK FORWARD TO is the moment i'm walking out of the doors of the test room. 
and then, i can run like an insane person all the way back to the dorm. and be happy like a loser.

everyone's packing their lives away. the suite lounge is crowded with boxes filled with clothes, books, and memories. all my suitemates are leaving today, and i'm going to be waiting for time to pass, i'm going to be waiting for the moment i get out of the test room tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

about this time tomorrow, i'll be done with my final final. 
i'll be packing my life away, getting ready to go home, and waiting for my new love, my car.

why can't time fly by faster?
friday, come!

2 more days till chem. 2 more days till freedom.

6 hours till biology is gone forever, 3 days till summer comes to greet me.