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so me and kelly managed to make it to the dphe informal, or however you spell it. and it was awkward in the beginning, but i'd like to think i fucking held my own one on one. i know that i can handle myself in situations like those, it's more about actually doing it that gets me. i am exhausted today even though we didn't go out last night ( Read more... )

i just want to tell rachel how much i appreciate her. how i want things to work out for her and i know that they will. despite our obvious differences (her extroverted and my introverted personality types) i really feel like i can relate on so many levels to her. rachel, you are one of the few people who keep me sane here. hands down ( Read more... )

this better be a good time. dammit.

sick of it all.

in a world that is full of gross exaggerations, where minor events turn into dramatic productions and the same thoughts rattle around in your head, chasing each other in a cruel catch-22 game of tag. and i get caught up in that, much to my disgust. it takes the little things to ground me again. my friends usually play the starring role in that ( Read more... )

upon further thought, je ne regrette rien. i just want to have fun this semester and somehow figure out how to temporarily suspend my emotions that are holding me back. i never liked running unless i was being chased. somehow i keep running even though i haven't been chased in what seems like a while ( Read more... )

i hurt. all over.

going out on a tuesday night. because i need to. and more importantly, i want to.

once, as a teenager, i had believed that people could change themselves. finally i realized that all one could ever hope was understanding one's filthy self better.
~the fuck-up

sometimes i think, life shouldn't have to be so sad so much of the time.