Hey everybody i know it has been along time for me to be away from this, but i have been busy and some times my mom wouldn't let be on it. And i was thinking abotu quiting softball becuase of all the stuff that went on in Ann Arbor, with the team, not tlaking and listening to me. And it was just not the best thing that i have ever done with the ( Read more... )

Today i had to work like all day and im tired, and don't wanna do anything now. And i just want to hang wiht friends but my dad wont let me. And im confuzed... well not even confuzed im trying to decide on who i like now, because i like two people and i was talking to one like for a long time yesterday, and i told him how i felt, and he really ( Read more... )

Hey everybody it is nice up here, and there is snow up here! OH NO!! i don't like the snow but today i already went on a walk and it was nice but i was caught in the wind. Im going to miss talking to u all on msn, but i still can do this. But i haev to make it quick on here. Because that is what my granny says. Well ttyl! LOVE YA ALL TONZ!! ~

Hey everybody im leaving to up north sunday at 6 am, and im going to miss everybody. I love u all and today i had the best time with sara we went and watched a movie and then played air hockey. It was fun!! It is a 6 hour drive up there, and today was the first time in my life that i bought a book!! Im happy for myself. Well i will talk to u all ( Read more... )

I have all these friends and im not good freinds with anyone of them, well that is what i think. There is Ashley and sarah, and sarah and sara, and then lindsey and lauren, and lindsey em lauren, and ely and ellie, and they are all good friends and im just im the middle, im freinds with all but i never do alto with them and i just feel left out ( Read more... )

My weekend is just going to hell, im fighting with people and my family, i cant pitch for the life of me and i am just having a horrible weekend. I only had one good thing happen to me all weekend and that was when i wasn't home. I was at Sarah rose's house. It is alot better then being at my stupid house. I have nothing to do and like i said i ( Read more... )

Why do people hurt themselves to make them feel better ( Read more... )

Why do people push themselves? It hurts so bad, i did that today and yesterday. I went 2 miles jogging without anything to drink and then yesterday i went like 4 hours of laughing without something to drink and i choked alot and started coughing, and that was not fun. I push myself of whatever im physical capibly of doing. And i push my mental ( Read more... )

Hey im really bored. And i have nothing to do. I already went to the mall, and shopped but didn't get alot. Got some sports stuff, and thats about it. I and eating Mike and Ike's they are really good. And im going to be doing nothing tomorrow. This morning i ahd to go to my little brother's fifth grade basketball thingy and that was boring ( Read more... )

Im not trying to get in the middle of things. I am just pulled in. And people cant change my mind on how i veiw things and how act around people. Im tired of people trying to make me think something and say something that i don't agree on.