I never live up to my word
So, I've said that I'm totally not going to ignore livejournal and I'm finally gonna be super active, and yet here I am still not super active. It's seriously because I spend far too much time on my idol blog. And because I have that blog, I'm not exactly sure what I should be posting about on livejournal to begin with. And I also spend far too much time on tumblr. XD
But I totally wanna be way more epic on livejournal, and have like 100 fandom friends. Ok, maybe not 100 maybe at least one. I'm here forever alone because I'm socially inept or something. As emo and dramatic as that sounds it's true. It's so awkward to make friends online. Which is why most of my fandom friends fall by the wayside. But eff that I really want fandom friends. I feel uber awkward writing that. And super paranoid that whoever, assuming there is someone, reading this thinks I'm some attention craving, emo, drama queen. See, this is why I can't have nice things.
I don't even know, I guess I'm just in a mopey mood since it's 4 AM and I was tired about 2 hours ago. I should probably sleep soon.