Life
Okay before i go off on one and decided to do something crazy, i thought why not left my emotions and rage out on here, i guess this is sorta what its for kinda. Well anyway..
I kinda decided i have had enough of holding this all in, i needed to let it out and no one is there to listen, then so what, my problem right, but its let out so this is some major ventage.
I swear my life seems to being getting worse and worse, even the slightest bit of happiness is tore down in the very next second, by people who are meant to love and care for me. Never did i think the ones who watch me grow would be the ones i am let down by. Supposedly the only guy a girl can "trust" is her daddy, in my case not even him, he decided im not worth his time and basically im dirt, his new family are much better and im nothing. They day he told me i just broke down and cried, he just walked away and i havent heard from him since. Im kinda just waiting for him to call and tell me it was all a joke and that im his princess and he loves me but im just being a stupid dumbass in believing that.
Lets not even get started on my mum, if she thinks i can be one of those people who she can see when she wants and what suits her she has another thing coming.
Ryan, now im soo confsed, its like every time i get the courage up to say goodbye to him, he does something sweet to change my mind, he knows how to work me and i just fall for the game. Blame it on me everyone else does.
Now heres where im majorly pissed, this chick that keeps running her mouth about me needs to stop, she knows jack and likes to spread it. She doesnt know me well enough or know the facts to judge me. She needs to stop prank calling my house, she just needs to stop doing all her childish shit. One day ima get her and im not gonna hold back, forget the warning i got.
i feel a bit better now, until some other shit happens..
You probably dont care but im used to it, it was just to let me get some craziness out.
Aimy.
I kinda decided i have had enough of holding this all in, i needed to let it out and no one is there to listen, then so what, my problem right, but its let out so this is some major ventage.
I swear my life seems to being getting worse and worse, even the slightest bit of happiness is tore down in the very next second, by people who are meant to love and care for me. Never did i think the ones who watch me grow would be the ones i am let down by. Supposedly the only guy a girl can "trust" is her daddy, in my case not even him, he decided im not worth his time and basically im dirt, his new family are much better and im nothing. They day he told me i just broke down and cried, he just walked away and i havent heard from him since. Im kinda just waiting for him to call and tell me it was all a joke and that im his princess and he loves me but im just being a stupid dumbass in believing that.
Lets not even get started on my mum, if she thinks i can be one of those people who she can see when she wants and what suits her she has another thing coming.
Ryan, now im soo confsed, its like every time i get the courage up to say goodbye to him, he does something sweet to change my mind, he knows how to work me and i just fall for the game. Blame it on me everyone else does.
Now heres where im majorly pissed, this chick that keeps running her mouth about me needs to stop, she knows jack and likes to spread it. She doesnt know me well enough or know the facts to judge me. She needs to stop prank calling my house, she just needs to stop doing all her childish shit. One day ima get her and im not gonna hold back, forget the warning i got.
i feel a bit better now, until some other shit happens..
You probably dont care but im used to it, it was just to let me get some craziness out.
Aimy.