I wonder if people are supposed to be this happy. Maybe it should be made illegal. Why wasn't I this happy when I was with Kyle? Maybe because Corey makes me feel so good about myself. He makes me so fucking happy. I know a lot of you people don't want to hear about it. Our relationship is just...I can't even explain it. I wonder if this is what ( Read more... )

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Alright, so, here's the deal. Erin has been really fucking happy the past couple of days...well, lets just say, as one door closed another opened, and I thank God or whatever higher power rules, fate, destiny, whatever, every night for bringing Corey into my life. He's absolutely wonderful. For people out of the loop, Corey is my new boyfriend. ( Read more... )

Interesting...I rock.

I don't think I've slept this good in a really long time. A full 8 hours of sleep, going to sleep completely happy. It's a wonderful feeling. He makes me so happy. I don't even know if happy is the best word to use. But...Wow. I really enjoy this feeling. I just couldn't help myself. I had to just express it. Heeeeeeee.

Wow. Where do I start? Where do I end? *BIG FUCKING SIGH HERE* There has just been so much going on, what with School...Being behind effing sucks. Anyway...I'm kind of too tired to really make a cohearant post. So I'm just going to ramble on about stuff. Love is like oxygen, Love is a many splended things, Love lifts us up where we belong, All you ( Read more... )

Well, for the most part, anyway. So where do I begin? Well, I got up the nerve to call Kyle, and it was heartwrentching, but I needed to talk to him regardless. He wasn't answering my IM's sooooooooo, yeah. It was a little nervwracking too. We are on the same page at least, and it looks like we won't be getting back together...I think I really hurt ( Read more... )

Don't read this if you don't feel like reading a bunch of crap about me and my pain so yeah...it's a RANT.i'm crying yet again. and you know what? i don't care. this is killing me. it's only been like 24 hours...of me and kyle not being together and i can't deal with it. it's like eating away at my soul. but i shouldn't feel guilty. i did nothing ( Read more... )

You know...I am now single, and hurting more than I have ever hurt in such a long time. Yes, me and Kyle are no longer together. He hurt my friend, and me. But I guess I'm just too much drama for him, and he can't deal with how I honestly feel. Wow. What can I say to that? Probably nothing. The hurt won't go away. I was tossed aside like an old ( Read more... )

This is going to probably not make sence, but I'm too upset to really care ( Read more... )