yesterday was my cousin's wake. i thought i was okay by then, but i could'nt keep it together. today was the funeral service, my uncle ronnie wrote something for him, and the pastor read it and it really got to me. it was so sad. Ronnie, we will never stop missing you. I love you.


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yesterday was nade's sweet 15. it was so fun. i sat with erica, christina bruscella, geetskeetmatty g, seanie, atm, and kevin. i love them.and i also realized ( Read more... )

i never knew death was so hard to deal with. i can't sleep at night.

"and ohhhh i have the hardest time resisting you and oh woah oh if you
feel the same way,  then how can we be friends? because like you know,
we can't go on like this. and ohh i try to give you everything, and if i fail
 well then i fail but atleast i gave you something                             "

i'm worried about school. i hope i'm doing good. ( Read more... )

i want to tell him, so bad.

we started over: he's much better off with a lauren redding. i have one of those, and all my problems have disappeared.

i love her. bunches.

every song reminds me of you.

I Like a boy.
riddle me this watson ;
you have one clue, (teehee)
" isn't it messed up, how im just dying to be her"
like to see you try & figure this one out.

p.s i love jerica.

2 weeks from today, my teeth will be naked.
my life is wonderful right now, and all that jazz

friday was nice as hell.

i've had a bad feeling about something for the last 2 weeks. i don't ( Read more... )