so man tonight i worked, but not to late. i was really tired cause i was on the phone till 6 in the morning with alex, but it was cool, i dont know how someone could be that funny! but you know i just laugh and smile to much as someone says.. anywho... i got really sad at one point when he was playing guitar, cause he played a song matt always ( Read more... )

welllllll work was shit today, but it was fun till the last hour when we were watching the clock every 5 minutes. haha. AHH ARWIN! kenna and i are going to drown him in the icee machine, haha hes a mean one ( Read more... )

hey guys well hmm... what to say ( Read more... )

jeez i am just super pissed right now and i dont know why. im very iratable. i get to go to work tomorrow, im so happpy. it gets my mind off everything... i dont think about my parents, or matt. well i will for a minute but then itll get busy and my mind is off of him. everytime i think of him i just tell myself, "dont think of him cause you know ( Read more... )

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well shit. ive gotta wholeeeeeee story to write. haha.

So... on friday... school was lame, i was sad and shit oh well. so i get home and my moms home from her business trip.. and shes being a really big bitch, like she didnt even tell me hi. so i knew something was up. well before i know it shes telling me how she knows about the wine and the beer ( Read more... )

i feel like fucking shit ( Read more... )

well its about 5 oclock in the morning, i didnt go to sleep last night at all, i stayed up talking to alex kenna canida and patrick all night. i lvoe wine. i have soo much shit to say about what happend last night hwne i talk to matt. but really i dont know if im even gonna right aboutit cause right now i could care less cayuse he doeisnt care at ( Read more... )

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today was rather shitty. nothin new. i felt like shit and i looked like shit. i was really upset today, but when i would get sad id start to get mad thinking about saturday night. cause he didnt even tell kenna we were back together when he talked to her. omg this is just so fucked up. i wonder whats going on in his head. i just wonder why he would ( Read more... )