Not all is bad. A certain msbean​ from "Beantown" managed to uplift my downtrodden spirits with a SURPRISE. On May 16th, I came home after a long day of work and wedding planning (work) to find these things...


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Just heard from yet another friend of mine that they are going to have a baby. I think I'm the only one getting married!

Babies are good news!

From list item 2-7, I had to endure from an ex, I'll call "the old guy ( Read more... )

I'm gonna write and write and write till I can make sense of things.

Why can't I write when I have some sense in me?

Why don't I write when I'm satisfied and happy?

This is probably why I'm so misunderstood. The online world get to only see me in my darkest hour. I'll try and write about happier moments. I'll try...

(Awhile back, one of my entries, now a friend's only entry had a laundry list of 10 things I had to endure in the recent couple of years. I have decided to "elaborate" a bit on each situation ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd be crying so much during a time where I should be smiling. This wedding planning is getting nightmarish as the days go on and it's getting to a point where it's not worth it. I think the only reason why I'm even having a wedding anymore is because my bridal party has bought dresses and people have been invited ( Read more... )

I have TONS to do and I also need sleep but basically I'm just laying awake THINKING about the TONS of things I need to do.

Is this the norm for a bride?

I've been having bittersweet moments all week long.

More on this later?

My wedding is about two months away...

I STILL have not solidified the wedding location.

I'm off to look at yet another location.

I'm numb from lack of sleep yet I have no idea what I'm doing here right now. I have no idea how I've managed the last couple of days. This month I am turning 2_ years old. Time doesn't just fly these days, I feel like it's it warp speed ( Read more... )

If I don't work, I can't eat.

I guess you can say that I'm going to work my ass off!