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December 23...
a couple of days before christmas...
2 days more before its supposed to be a happy day...
But why do I feel like this? My heart is aching knowing that somewhere out there I've hurt someone. That I'm the cause of someone's pain and sorrow. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted to hurt people...I never wanted to make someone cry. But what am I supposed to do? Ignore my own feelings and give the only person keeping me alive away just to make a stranger happy? But what if that was the right thing to do? Was I selfish? this is the first christmas after my parents separated that my heart could feel again, but this is also the first christmas that I felt so depressed. what am I to do?
Oh well...what's done is done...I just hope the ladies are on my side this time around and give the person I hurt the Love that is truly for her. if its really my sadness that could make her happy...then let it be...
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Sue Shi
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a couple of days before christmas...
2 days more before its supposed to be a happy day...
But why do I feel like this? My heart is aching knowing that somewhere out there I've hurt someone. That I'm the cause of someone's pain and sorrow. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted to hurt people...I never wanted to make someone cry. But what am I supposed to do? Ignore my own feelings and give the only person keeping me alive away just to make a stranger happy? But what if that was the right thing to do? Was I selfish? this is the first christmas after my parents separated that my heart could feel again, but this is also the first christmas that I felt so depressed. what am I to do?
Oh well...what's done is done...I just hope the ladies are on my side this time around and give the person I hurt the Love that is truly for her. if its really my sadness that could make her happy...then let it be...
Your Outrageous Name is:
Sue Shi
Outrageous Name Generator
Twizted Angel signing out...