im so so sos osososososo oh so damn happy... you guys have no idea :)

i was a dead man, walking they say, so every night i hit the gates ( Read more... )

so i have now officially been awake for far tooooo long... i was about to go to sleep at 230ish? get a phone call... i decide to go out :) wow... today might really suck.... i'm gonna be so tired... mleh... i dont even know what to pu t... i have to get up soon :(

i had the most amazing night last night... basically i got to talk for about 4 hours just rambling in different accents an what not... and i was funny they laughed so much... man i loved it i watched clerks this morning... bhut ahh why does zach have to be part of it grrr... i have to like the most difficult people to like because they're in ( Read more... )

well hmm i wrote a letter to Mona today.. that was nice... finally wrote someone a letter... took a while but after a year i finally sent her one :) so i feel like i accomplished something today ( Read more... )

the heart may freeze
or it can burn
the pain will ease
if i can learn
there is no future
there is no past
i live this moment as
my last
there's only us
there's only this
forget regret
or life is yours to miss
no other road
no other way
no day but today

beautiful... song

I don't know if this happens to most people, but for the most part i live in extremes... either i'm super happy, super sad, or super angry... there's the occasional me lacking all emotion which is yet another extreme. I tend to be in the super angry most of all... probably not the best place to say because i hear stress causes you to lose years of ( Read more... )

Hold hands, it makes people feel better ( Read more... )

so this week/weekend/nextweek is so full of parties i dont think i'll be able to keep up!

so far i've done 3 an i'm already being taxed, i'm not gonna make it all the way through. last night was fun though, mleh i'm hungry. yeah i miss hanging out with a few key people

hi, it's been months... lets update ( Read more... )