bad days
i cant stand this. and people. and what they do. and how they go about doing it. and what they act like. and how they change their minds in a split second and crush any little bits of hope you have. and how you can predict a future situation because of somebodys consistant past and how it tears you up inside because the cycles just repeating itself
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i wish i could do something to help.
i know what you mean about being paranoid over certain things. i am paranoid everyday. it's a long story, i'm sure you know most of it. it just scares the shit out of me every day. i hate it. but it wont go away not matter what i tell myself. when ppl change their minds like that, its fucking scary. especially when you dont even see it coming. but when everyone else knows before you, its even worse. see what i'm saying? it just scares me ever.single.day. and i'm sick of it. ahhhhhhh.
dont worry- my kitty likes you. he thinks youre cool and he likes your easter ham.
i cannot wait for thanksgiving so we can just chill, eat, drink coffee, "sneak out/sneak up" LOL HEART TRADITION! and just be cool crazy cousins. i love you so much and i miss you and hope we can chat soon. ♥
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