That's how I feel. I just took a shower. Now I'm all relaxed and junk. I washed my hair too. Because it was..ya know, dirty blond. haha i crack myself up.

AMANDA Willaford (a.k.a BLONDIE) Just told me that she claimed me. I've been claimed. I feel like a couch. [grins]

What is wrong with me?? Why can't I ever just like someone my OWN age?? Fuck!!

Yesterday I was so tired and I don't even know why. I had the day off, so I didn't wake up until maybe 1 in the afternoon. I figured maybe I'd go out. To the movies, or shopping or SOMETHING. No such luck. I ate a late lunch, watched a little MTV and crashed on the couch. When I woke up the second it was around 8:30 at night. I literally slept the ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being alone. I'm nto going to go off and sing a song about it, but I do need a girlfriend. Well, maybe not NEED, but I could definately go for one. Not just anyone. There is this one girl in particular. I can't even call her a girl, this woman. That's the problem, she's over 18. And I'm not. Damn, but she's so sexy, and she's smart. ( Read more... )

I want to go. But I don't know if I'll have a date or If I'll even have a seat since I wasn't technically invited. Adriana said I could sit with her, Jenna, and David. So maybe I will. [laughs] Oh yea babe, I don't have a problem at all with sitting next to Adriana Lima. Definately not. [grins]

Especially mine. He has me working like.. I never thought possible. Whenever I get away to come update my journal. He is there. Braething down my neck. Asking me what I think I'm doing. TRYING TO HAVE A LIFE YOU PRICK!!! [breaths hard] I want to take a break for a while. Just.. a small one week, hell, one day break. Time to collect myself, and do ( Read more... )

i have this cheese induced high thing that is so awesome. im not out of it or anything. it just makes me yawn alot and want more cheese crackers....::yawns:: see!
oh yea...my new icons rule i look sexy and hell. so ther all you mean ladies who turned me down because of my age. i look older enough and i act it..::sticks out tongue:: ...whoa whoa.... ( Read more... )

as in happy, satisfied, content..all that sum and substance.
im eating these ritz bts cheese and crackers sanwiches. these are the shiznit. haha. no really. they are so awesome. it's liek, when you eat them, they are no worries in the wordl. except for when you reach the bottom of the box. thats when its time to panic. ::eats a cracker:: yup...this ( Read more... )

that's what i have been this whole week. my tutor, his name is Chen, he is a SLAVE DRIVER. dude, i think i'd be better off going to school. he lectures me for hours. then gives me homework. and mom expects me to handle that plus go to the studio to lay down tracks then book for rehearsals. yeesh. i'm only one man people. i cant do everything. even ( Read more... )