the fear of oppression causes us to adjust our lifestyle to fit the level of oppression.

his death caused a piece of memory lodged in my head to come loose
i would rather it not

and the only thing i can do for him is to simply read the report of his death one more time,
and lament the loss of a young life

i feel i have no right to cry or wail about his death
im not as close to him as others are,
in fact not close at all

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sometimes we all need a harsh jolt from reality to remember
that we are all still alive.

between being secure and insecurities
sometimes the easiest way out is never the right way out nor the best way out
but at least, there is some assurance after that for sure
you can achieve what you set out to achieve

to be secure, by what methods.
i need to find my own line.

SHENGMING IS ALIVE AND KICKING (:

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i miss you.

这里的空气很新鲜
这里的小吃很特别
这里的latte不像水
这里的夜景很有感觉
在一万英尺的天边
在有港口view的房间
在讨价还价的商店
在凌晨喧闹的三四点
可是亲爱的 你怎么不在我身边
我们有多少时间能浪费
电话再甜美
传真再安慰
也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远
我的亲爱的 你怎么不在我身边
一个人过一天 像过一年
海的那一边
乌云一整片
我很想为了你快乐一点
可是亲爱的
你怎么不在身边

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thats just it, sometimes thats just it.
if life gives you shit, you just dig shitholes

either you choose how you want it to be, or let others choose it for you

i cant help but laugh at my own wishful thinking in so many situations
of my own stupidity that resulted in me ending up
sad, caught up, stuck in between and hence,
slightly pathetic

between the ( Read more... )