Closure

[aircraftkiller]

Probably going to close this LJ and delete it as well... If I don't delete it I'll just leave it up as an archive to four wasted years and mistakes that should never have been made. It's not as if anyone reads this or cares anyway. ^^; I have a new journal I've made if anyone is interested... Along with a new AIM screen name. If you don't know what

Comments

[silmahelm]

Hey your not the only one it seems to be doing this. I think it's becoming a growing trend lately...wanting to start over and get rid of the crap in the past. Not wanting to deal with certain people and just wanting a clean slate all together. I'm sure you'll feel better once you've done it, I know I have and from what I gather so has the other people who have done so as well.

I know we don't talk anymore, partly because I am hardly ever on anymore and stuffies. We might not always agree, but I still consider you a friend! Hang in there and good luck! I hope I can be apart of your change, if not, than good luck and best wishes!

[aircraftkiller]

sure. I'll add you as soon as I'm able to.

[aircraftkiller]

It's not just that, but a lot of personal things that I'll tell you about sometime.

I should start taking photographs of the area for you so you see how much everything has changed over the years you and I have been gone.

[silmahelm]

Yes yes! Pictures!! I would LOVE to see how things have changed...*sniff sniff* I miss it down there so much! Catch ya' on the flip side! *giggles

[sare_meadows]

You know it's rather harsh to consider the things you've been through a "waste of four years". Granted it hits at home since I was in those four years, and as such should take it personally. I however, may not take it as bad as say, anyone else that may have been involved. You and I both have always said that the things we've done have been mistakes. We shouldn't have moved how we did. But damnit, they're not a waste. They're a learning experience. Just like I'll never honestly consider you a -waste-. A mistake from time to time, maybe...but still a learning experience that should be carried on. Sheesh, you even said despite some of the bad things, some good came out of it. We got to see emerald water and everything.

So yeah, I take a huge offense to the word "waste". I may have been cruel and heartless a lot of times, but that honestly takes the cake, Jonathan. I think you should rethink the way you said that. Unless you honestly -are- that cold, of course.

[hisakatakeishi]

No time is wasted Jonathan. Everything we go through, every path we walk, regardless of the outcome, is meant to bring us closer to our ultimate destination. "Mistakes are the building blocks of perfection"-Me

It's good to let go of the past, to move on from it and such... just don't forget it, because the lessons learned are important, and if you forget them then the time spent truly was wasted.

[hisakatakeishi]

I can't forget the past like that if I had wanted to... But thanks Amanda, I appreciate the thought and concern.

[ex_b0inkable566]

I want in. :(

Like they say, you learn from your mistakes.

[__afterglow]

Call it a waste if you will. Can't anyone say something in this goddamn place without everyone picking at every letter?

Of course I've gotta be hip and with the times. What's the new journal name?