its been so long since i update that i dont even know what to say.
all i know is that i wish it was summer forever cuz i REALLY dont wanna go back to school.

so im sitting at my uncles house. im leaving for costa rica on tuesday. thanks to my mom. so i wont be here for jennas bday...or leslies. so happy birthday to you guys. ill be back the 22nd of july. alex if you read this...we def have to hang out when i come back eh eh eh? lol. everyone else...i shall see you all later ( Read more... )

i got my haircut today...paid 35 bucks and i dont like it. its too messy looking. poop. that means i will no take my senior pics until after i come back from costa rica. i wasnt gonna go but since i flipped out on my mom cuz shes gay, my uncles paying my ticket to go so i can get away from home and so i can go see psychiatrists and stuf cuz they ( Read more... )

matt....boy....my comp has a stinkin virus from hell. i missssss you a lottttttt. i tried emailing you from school the other day but it didnt work. i just wanted to let you know that my comp sucks ass. call me if you can. pleeeeeease. i heart youuuuuu.

so its 5 in the morning and i have not slept since 1 this afternoon when i woke up. but it was sure worth it.

everything can seem SO pointless sometimes. i can get so unmotivated and just hate everything. then i start to think. i miss certain things and certain people. but i cannot express that. so ill just be angry...i have the right to do that..or so i thought...

..maybe its cuz im such a pothead now right?..

its nights like yesterday that i want to remember forever. had so much fun. its funny how things change. the people i saw everyday and every weekend. the people i see now. how i used to think. how that changed completely. my priorities. what makes me happy. what makes me mad. school. soo many things. its almost summer. i cant wait.

so im updating cuz i just called robert not too long ago wondering where he was....and he was sleeping. so i have some time b4 i go to school. i wud miss again but i missed yesterday and this be my last day to miss for the whole year cuz i cant pass my math exam. argh. i hate that place. especially cuz its almost over ( Read more... )

whoever was just trying to im me...sorry my comp is like gonna blow up.everythings not working right. and im not gonna restart it cuz im tired ( Read more... )

so last night was fun. it was an awesome show. and i enjoyed it. and met jennas very friendly friend. yea so i liked from autumn to ashes b4. now i like em THAT much more. amber, that song....was amazing. its still stuck in my head. the picture of the guy singing it. what a memory. tbs was fun. thats cuz their lead singer wasnt broken this time. ( Read more... )