hahah well i'm drunk right now i know this cuz i think about some stuff i havent in a while. boy i drank with my black friends over here thet cant hang boy i thought since they were black they could hang but no haha i'm the one to started and finished and drank the most out of the bottle. grey goose is okay but i prefer oso negro i think thats ( Read more... )

One more thing, if i may i realized today what i have done. i have seperated myself from my best of friends i'm sorry if i knew how much i would miss you all i dont think i'd come here at all. you never will make friends like the ones you had in high school trust me i'm surrounded by people yet none are like them no matter what i cant surround ( Read more... )

finally friday is here, today was one of the better days i must say God knows i needed one. i got out of work early thats always good and i got awarded for my hard work over here. well today i think michael will just have to be ballsy. no more "living with a ball and chain" no more holding back for me. i'm thinking maybe tonight i'll break all the ( Read more... )

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"to tell her"

well yestrday i went to go watch the movie constantine it was good i liked it and things were fun yesterday to some extent. i feel like i've achieved somethings i never thought i would have but for some reason i'm not to excited. i learned some interesting things i only a couple more credits of my basic in college to get my assoc. degree cool huh i ( Read more... )

Last night was awesome for the first time in a while i got to drink again. well it was funny cuz my friend was so restless he wanted to drink with me cuz he doesnt believe that i could keep up with a louisiana boy haha lets just say hes still at home with his stupid hang over and shit i feel like nothing even happened sorry brandon but a white boy ( Read more... )

Sorry guys caught and error on my last entry the lines saying "i'm going hope on my next paycheck" is suppose to read "i'm going HOME on my next paycheck" Nebraska sucks cuz its so far away from the person i wanna be with right now. I'm coming home soon baby.

Well lots has happened since the last time i wrote in here but theres a catch to it. Everything is good news well for me it is. This amazing girl has me the happiest I've been in a very long time. She makes me feel like the most important person alive even though i know i'm not but its nice to think so every once in a while. Well this is turning ( Read more... )

Well today really sucks i woke up and i think i have the flu not cool especially on the weekend but oh well i'll try to get better. I've been wanting to go the gym but my body feels like a ton of bricks i cant even walk. haha. well i'm trying this thing of writing my feelings out, Tess thanks for the idea. I'm hoping it works. well yesterday was ( Read more... )