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airrowhead_91

Why Me?

Oct 20, 2005 16:34

Today, I went to the movies with Lindee, Quint, Jenay, Liz, Josh and Josh, Molly, Lucas, Kelly, and Zac. It was fun, but it could've been way awesomer. I could've of at least even, remotely acted like I went out with Lindee. Why do I have to be the guy who is like super shy?!!!!! WHY ME!!!?? She may not of noticed, but I sure Freakin' did!! If she ( Read more... )

to be or not to be

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tooneyloon91 October 27 2005, 02:16:02 UTC

you'll be just fine!
~Peyton

Noo, I won't. airrowhead_91 October 27 2005, 22:47:56 UTC

No, I won't...it's just soo embarassing and humiliating and aqward when me and Lindee are there, and I act like she's just a buddy or some kind of crap like that. Like she would stand there for like ever waiting for me to kiss her and guess wut I do.....yep, you got it........NOTHING. So, says she's got to go and we go on about our way. And another thing I'm tired of using this as an excuse...it shouldn't be one!!!! The bad thing about it is, the more I think about it, the more the "shyness" builds up and it gets worse so......I'm going to stop thinking about it. FORGET IT!!!!!!!!

Re: Noo, I won't. tooneyloon91 October 28 2005, 04:19:55 UTC

yaeh, just don't think about how shy you are; just know that you can do it, and just do it instead of thinking about it. I know what you mean when you say the more you think about it, the more shy you get. I just took a deep breath and made my shyness go away. Don't get me wrong, I'm still shy about a lot of things, but I know I'll get through them eventually, and you will too. Lindee's patient, and she probabl;y understands, just tell her how you feel or what you feel when you're together, never be too shy to talk about a certain thing with her though. Yes, you can do it!
~Peyton

Re: Noo, I won't. airrowhead_91 October 29 2005, 04:44:34 UTC

Well, funny you should reply.......cuz we don't go out n e more. Yep, dumped once again.