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[airy_leigh]

Havent written in awhile. my life isnt all that exciting. moving in with jay in october. really happy about that. we've been slowly moving me in and making sure we're both okay with living together. didnt work well at all last time, but our relationship itself is way better this time around.i'm completely happy with him. i'm so excited to be living

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[jaclynnn_]

relationships are about compromise and thinking about the others happieness too right?

For sure. Sometimes its hard to deal with something but you gotta be able to make yourself ok with it if you want to be with the guy forever. Cant be selfish and want him with you all the time...(even tho it would be better lol). I think I'm just realizing that now too. I never thought of it as being selfish, but I guess it kinda is?? Thats good you're letting him to his thing... hope everything works out with you 2 moving in together this time.

[airy_leigh]

thanks... it is hard sometimes when he spends so much time with the band and "the boys" but i know it makes him happy and i do see him every night b4 bed and every morning b4 work. as long as i get like 3 days with him i'm happy. of course i'd love everyday but ur right it is kinda selfish, especially since singing makes him so happy.
he wrote a song for me and its really sweet and it made me cry when he showed me the lyrics. he wont sing it for me tho. he wont ever sing without a band except when he plays his acoustic, but then he gets embarrassed.
i'm really really happy with him. and i even can hang out with his friends with him too which is way different from last time. he even hangs out with mine sometimes. on friday we're going to the stag shop erotica fashion show at bingemans. should be fun