The Dance, chap 4
Title: The Dance, Chapter Four
Fandom: Saiyuki
Characters: Hakkai/Gojyo
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 3,037
Warning: language and gay sex.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
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I don’t know how long I had been sitting there, chained to a chair by my own weapon. Gods, I hate it when she does that. But it’s not like this hadn’t happened before now. She’d come back.
I just prayed it would be in time to catch Hakkai before he assumed my avoidance was rejection.
Hakkai. He loved me? He loved me. I couldn’t remember the last time someone had said they loved me. Shit, I didn’t know what it felt like to be loved. Didn’t know how to love someone. I didn’t even like myself most days.
But, goddamnit, I couldn’t just let him go. Even if I didn’t love him, I needed him. Couldn’t imagine going back to how life was before that night however many years ago when I saved his ass from bleeding to death in the goddamn woods. And it wasn’t like I didn’t find him attractive.
My mind made up, I tried to go after him, only to remember I was tied to a fucking chair.
“God-fucking-damnit! Cass! Cass, get your ass in here and untie me!” As well as yelling loud enough to wake the dead, I started struggling against my bonds. The metal holding me down was loud all on its own without me making it to clang together.
Needless to say, someone came rather quickly. Although it wasn’t Cass like I’d hoped, but Goku.
“Jesus, Gojyo. Did you make Hakkai mad again?” The innocent question nearly broke my heart. He couldn’t have had any idea.
Kept my cool though. “Yeah, sure. Just untie me, okay? There should two daggers holding the chain. Just pull one out.”
He just shrugged and did what I asked. Such a good little monkey, he was.
The second I was free, I jumped up and ran out of my room in search of Hakkai. I was in such a hurry I barely noticed Cass leaning in the open doorway of Sanzo’s room with that stupid smirk back on her face.
It didn’t take long to find him. He was in the nearest bar with a full cup of sake in front of him. I wondered briefly if he had just gotten a new cup or if he hadn’t started drinking yet.
I quickly but quietly strolled up to him and leaned against the section of bar beside him. I just looked at him. He hadn’t turned to face me, and my brain picked that moment to tell me it didn’t know what to say.
Then I heard the jukebox change songs, and a plan popped into my head before the words even started. I grasped his hand and smiled slightly when he looked at me questioningly. I tugged him off his stool and led him to the dance floor.
When we reached our destination, I placed his hands on my shoulders and mine on his waist to pull him closer. I just stared at him for a few moments and tried to think of what phase two of this spectacular plan of mine could be.
He had always told me that he loved my voice on the few occasions he caught me singing. And this song fit us so well right now… Perfect. I placed my cheek against his as we gently swayed together in time with the music and began to slowly sing into his ear.
“In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
Can’t stop now, I’ve traveled so far
To change this lonely life.”
His grip on me tightened quite a bit. When he pressed his face into my neck, I could feel his tears against my neck. I pulled him closer to me in response. Kami, I was so sick of his tears and sadness. I would have gladly done anything to make it stop.
“I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me
I’m gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I’ve got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me.”
I reached up to pull his face far enough away from me to look in his eyes. He had stopped crying at least, but his smile was still a bit fake. When I finally continued the song my voice was rough with emotion.
“I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is
And I know and I know, I know you can show me.”
As the song faded out, I kissed him. Light and hesitant. Asking him if it was still okay. Please, let it be okay.
His arms circled my shoulders and yanked me further into him. He parted his lips slightly, asking for more. I gladly gave in to his wishes. I reached into his mouth with my tongue, softly exploring and claiming what was mine.
The world had shrunk to just the two of us. But just like everything else in our lives, someone had to fuck it up. Reality, in the form of several catcalls, slapped us in the face. We both jumped slightly and looked around in surprise.
“Ahem. Gojyo, I do not believe this is the greatest of places to have this… conversation.” His slight blush told me exactly what ‘conversation’ he was talking about. Too bad I had an actual conversation in mind.
I stepped back a little, but took hold of his hand to keep contact. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. C’mon. Let’s go back to the room. There are some things I didn’t get a chance to tell you.”
We didn’t speak whole way back, but we never let go of each other’s hand. I looked down at our entwined fingers and smiled at the feeling of… rightness.
I made sure to lock the door to our room when we got there. I sat Hakkai down in the chair that had been my prison no more then thirty minutes ago. Boy, time sure does fly.
Hakkai looked up at me with amusement, and I noticed I had been pacing nervously. I forced myself to stop and looked at him. Better to just get it out there… or something like that. “Hakkai, I’m sorry about being so oblivious to what you’ve been feeling. I mean, I look back now and think I must’ve been a huge idiot for not noticing sooner.” I chuckled a bit at my foolishness, but sobered quickly, “I don’t know if it’s possible, but I want this. I want us.”
He was quiet for a moment before he tilted his head to the side like a curious puppy or kitten and asked, “Why would it not be possible, Gojyo?”
“Well, you know. With what Sanzo and Goku are bound to say about this-“
“Gojyo,” he said my name sharply as if reprimanding a child. He stood and walked up to me, his face inches from mine. “You care far too much about what others will think of you. Goku will be happy that we’re happy and Sanzo will either feel the same or not care at all as long as it doesn’t hinder his goals. Please stop being an idiot, Gojyo. It’s not very attractive.”
My jaw dropped slightly at being told off so easily, which Hakkai took advantage of by claiming my mouth in a deep soul-searing kiss. I didn’t bother to restrain my moan. I was too occupied with seizing his hips and pulling him flush against me.
He pushed me back onto one of the beds and followed me down without breaking our kiss. Oh, gods. Hakkai was the one kissing me. Hakkai was the one I was kissing back. Hakkai was the one on top of me, gently rocking our hips together. All the blood in my body relocated to my dick at the realization.
I broke the kiss with a gasp and looked into his eyes. They were darker than I had ever seen them before. He was so beautiful. I lifted my hand to stroke the side of his face. Those eyes closed and he leaned into the caress with a soft, contented sigh. “Hakkai…”
He mimicked my touch and uttered quietly, “Let’s not make the first time too sappy, okay? We have all the time in the world for that.”
I nodded briefly and felt him bury his hands in my long hair. Gripping and tugging gently, forcing me to bare my neck to him. He nipped and kissed his way down my jaw, along my collarbone, and to the hollow of my throat where he bit and sucked harshly.
I cried out. My hips jerked up against his. I heard him moan, and moaned myself when he rocked more insistently against me. I felt what was left of my already lacking patience die.
I fingered the button and zipper of his pants, teasing him slightly before undoing both. Then I tugged at the bottom hem of his shirt, telling him what I wanted and demanding he give it to me. He sat up but pulled me up with him so he could rid me of my shirt as well.
Could this really be happening? Could I really be having sex… making love to my best friend? No alcohol included? I had to be dreaming. It couldn’t feel this good, this perfect.
He looked down at me with a smile and a slight chuckle. I felt my brow furrow in response. “Gotta be the first time someone laughed at me in this situation.”
He laughed a bit more and shook his head. “No. That’s not it. I can just see what you’re thinking. I find it vaguely amusing that you’re still so surprised.”
“Oh. Well, this kind of thing doesn’t happen to me very often.” By his raised eyebrow and returning smile, I knew intentionally misread my statement. Cheeky bastard. “You know damn-well what I mean. Now get back down here.”
“Of course, Gojyo.”
He started to push me back down, but I grabbed hold of his hips and flipped him onto his back. He let out a tiny ooph sound and bounced a bit. I was on him in a second. Reestablishing our kiss and quickly pushing his pants down his legs. I broke the kiss and worked my way down his neck, biting and sucking, leaving a trail of reddening marks down that pale column of flesh. I continued down his chest. Stopping to tease, lick, and bite whatever I saw necessary; though I bypassed his erection, despite him trying to lead me there with the hold he had on my hair.
I finally got the pants off of him and knelt between his legs. Without giving him any kind of warning, I took the head of his cock into my mouth and sucked hard. The cry he let out was one of the most beautiful sounds I have ever heard in my life. I moaned in response and felt his hips jerk slightly at the feeling.
I didn’t stop until he was moaning and rocking his hips continuously beneath me. Then, I slowly released him and pulled his hands out of my hair. I smiled at the confused look he gave me. “Just need to get something out of my bag, is all.”
“Alright. Don’t dawdle.”
Dawdle. I practically ran to my stuff, got out the tube of lubricant I kept there, and shucked my pants that were still on my body. I was back on the bed, in the same position, before he could blink.
I waved the tube at him and asked, “So, how do you want me?”
He reached up to my hand and pressed the tube into my palm. His eyes were darkened and half-lidded with lust. “I want you inside me, Gojyo. And I asked you not to dawdle.”
Right. I nodded my head at him and did as he asked… I stopped dawdling. It took only a few short minutes to slide three slick fingers into his tight body. I rested my elbow to the right of his head and just stared down at him. His green eyes free of his monocle. His hair free of his headband. Gods, he was beautiful sight for anyone’s eyes, but he was my sight now. I knew I wouldn’t be able to let him go.
I pushed my fingers as far as I could and twisted them until I found what I was searching for. Then, I kept rubbing them against his prostate until he was writhing and clutching at my shoulder blades almost hard enough to bruise. His breathing was heavy, but he managed to pant out at me, “Gojyo… please. Stop teasing me.”
Seriously, who could have denied him anything when he sounded like that? Not me, that’s for damn sure.
I removed my hand from between his legs and reached for the lube to slick myself up, but Hakkai beat me to it. I bit my lip to stifle the groan that his hand moving on me caused. He gave me a hard look and squeezed slightly. I couldn’t hold back the whimper I made. “Don’t you dare hold back anything,” he practically growled at me. So, I growled back at him, grabbed both of his wrists, and pressed them into the mattress above his head.
“Oh, my. How dominating you are. Will you take me now, Gojyo?” The way he was saying my name, like a purr, made a shiver run down my spine. I let go of one of wrists, and used my now free right hand to guide my dick to his entrance. My eyes met his as I slowly pressed into him until I was as deep as I could possibly be. We made nearly identical moans at the feeling.
I remained still so the both of us could adjust to being joined like this. Then, just as slowly I pulled back so only the head of my erection remained inside. I had hoped to take this slow, to make the first time together last, but it seemed Hakkai had different ideas. When I started to unhurriedly reenter him, he wrapped his long, powerful legs around me and pulled forward sharply.
He threw his head back with a loud moan, and I buried my face into his neck with a moan of my own. I felt him tug at the wrist I still held, and when I let go, his grip returned to my shoulder blades. But this time he dragged him nails ruthlessly down my back. I yelped slightly and my head snapped up. He was giving me that look again. The one that would have been a glare if he wasn’t so aroused, or if he wasn’t Hakkai. “No sappy stuff, remember?”
I was panting as badly as Hakkai by then, but I still managed to smirk and say, “Alright. Whatever you want, dear.”
I pulled out of him almost completely again, only to drive back in hard. His nails raked down my back once more but this time it was in encouragement. I repeated the move again and again, setting a punishing pace. He threw his head back again, and I groaned at the sight of his neck now covered in the love bites from earlier. I pressed my mouth against his ear and just breathed hotly. I knew I had found one of his weaknesses when he simultaneously tightened his grip on me with both his arms and legs.
Sooner than what I wanted, I felt my orgasm approaching. I grabbed onto one of his hips and tilted him so I was pounding his prostate with each thrust. He was almost screaming now. I guess the saying that it was always the quiet ones in life that were the loudest in bed was right… though I wasn’t too far behind him. With my free hand I reached for his cock. In response, he went to work on my neck, biting and leaving marks to match the ones on him.
He only lasted a few more thrusts, and when his peak hit, he bit down hard on where my shoulder and neck met. That flash of pain was enough to send me over the edge after him. Then it was over. I collapsed on top of him, both of us trying to catch our breaths.
Eventually, I regained enough energy to roll off of him and onto my side. He did the same so I could pull his back against my chest and wrap my arms around him. I kissed his shoulder and just held him for what seemed like an eternity.
I never knew how good it could feel to have him in my arms. Should have done this years ago. I could feel the satisfaction in both of our bodies, but I could also feel him thinking about something. I sighed and pulled him tighter against my chest. “Hakkai,” I whispered into his ear, relishing in the shiver it caused. “Tell me what you’re thinking so we can more away from it and back to the important things.”
He leaned his head back against my shoulder in what looked like submission. I couldn’t tell if he was aware of what it did to me, but I felt my cock twitch back to life nonetheless. His eyes fluttered opened slightly to look at me. “Can’t we just skip to the important things anyway? I believe we have years to make up for.” His voice was rough and deep, and it made me want to give into him this time. Let him take me, but he was still thinking…
“Please tell me. Or do you want me to beg?”
His smirk told me he didn’t frown on the idea, and I figured he was debating on how far he could get me to go. I didn’t know if I should tell him that he could probably get me to do anything. But instead he asked, “Who’s Alex?”
After I got over my confusion, I just laughed and kissed him.
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Finally finished. Hooray. Criticism welcome as always. Please and thank you.
Fandom: Saiyuki
Characters: Hakkai/Gojyo
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 3,037
Warning: language and gay sex.
Disclaimer: Not mine.
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I don’t know how long I had been sitting there, chained to a chair by my own weapon. Gods, I hate it when she does that. But it’s not like this hadn’t happened before now. She’d come back.
I just prayed it would be in time to catch Hakkai before he assumed my avoidance was rejection.
Hakkai. He loved me? He loved me. I couldn’t remember the last time someone had said they loved me. Shit, I didn’t know what it felt like to be loved. Didn’t know how to love someone. I didn’t even like myself most days.
But, goddamnit, I couldn’t just let him go. Even if I didn’t love him, I needed him. Couldn’t imagine going back to how life was before that night however many years ago when I saved his ass from bleeding to death in the goddamn woods. And it wasn’t like I didn’t find him attractive.
My mind made up, I tried to go after him, only to remember I was tied to a fucking chair.
“God-fucking-damnit! Cass! Cass, get your ass in here and untie me!” As well as yelling loud enough to wake the dead, I started struggling against my bonds. The metal holding me down was loud all on its own without me making it to clang together.
Needless to say, someone came rather quickly. Although it wasn’t Cass like I’d hoped, but Goku.
“Jesus, Gojyo. Did you make Hakkai mad again?” The innocent question nearly broke my heart. He couldn’t have had any idea.
Kept my cool though. “Yeah, sure. Just untie me, okay? There should two daggers holding the chain. Just pull one out.”
He just shrugged and did what I asked. Such a good little monkey, he was.
The second I was free, I jumped up and ran out of my room in search of Hakkai. I was in such a hurry I barely noticed Cass leaning in the open doorway of Sanzo’s room with that stupid smirk back on her face.
It didn’t take long to find him. He was in the nearest bar with a full cup of sake in front of him. I wondered briefly if he had just gotten a new cup or if he hadn’t started drinking yet.
I quickly but quietly strolled up to him and leaned against the section of bar beside him. I just looked at him. He hadn’t turned to face me, and my brain picked that moment to tell me it didn’t know what to say.
Then I heard the jukebox change songs, and a plan popped into my head before the words even started. I grasped his hand and smiled slightly when he looked at me questioningly. I tugged him off his stool and led him to the dance floor.
When we reached our destination, I placed his hands on my shoulders and mine on his waist to pull him closer. I just stared at him for a few moments and tried to think of what phase two of this spectacular plan of mine could be.
He had always told me that he loved my voice on the few occasions he caught me singing. And this song fit us so well right now… Perfect. I placed my cheek against his as we gently swayed together in time with the music and began to slowly sing into his ear.
“In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
Can’t stop now, I’ve traveled so far
To change this lonely life.”
His grip on me tightened quite a bit. When he pressed his face into my neck, I could feel his tears against my neck. I pulled him closer to me in response. Kami, I was so sick of his tears and sadness. I would have gladly done anything to make it stop.
“I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me
I’m gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I’ve got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me.”
I reached up to pull his face far enough away from me to look in his eyes. He had stopped crying at least, but his smile was still a bit fake. When I finally continued the song my voice was rough with emotion.
“I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is
And I know and I know, I know you can show me.”
As the song faded out, I kissed him. Light and hesitant. Asking him if it was still okay. Please, let it be okay.
His arms circled my shoulders and yanked me further into him. He parted his lips slightly, asking for more. I gladly gave in to his wishes. I reached into his mouth with my tongue, softly exploring and claiming what was mine.
The world had shrunk to just the two of us. But just like everything else in our lives, someone had to fuck it up. Reality, in the form of several catcalls, slapped us in the face. We both jumped slightly and looked around in surprise.
“Ahem. Gojyo, I do not believe this is the greatest of places to have this… conversation.” His slight blush told me exactly what ‘conversation’ he was talking about. Too bad I had an actual conversation in mind.
I stepped back a little, but took hold of his hand to keep contact. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. C’mon. Let’s go back to the room. There are some things I didn’t get a chance to tell you.”
We didn’t speak whole way back, but we never let go of each other’s hand. I looked down at our entwined fingers and smiled at the feeling of… rightness.
I made sure to lock the door to our room when we got there. I sat Hakkai down in the chair that had been my prison no more then thirty minutes ago. Boy, time sure does fly.
Hakkai looked up at me with amusement, and I noticed I had been pacing nervously. I forced myself to stop and looked at him. Better to just get it out there… or something like that. “Hakkai, I’m sorry about being so oblivious to what you’ve been feeling. I mean, I look back now and think I must’ve been a huge idiot for not noticing sooner.” I chuckled a bit at my foolishness, but sobered quickly, “I don’t know if it’s possible, but I want this. I want us.”
He was quiet for a moment before he tilted his head to the side like a curious puppy or kitten and asked, “Why would it not be possible, Gojyo?”
“Well, you know. With what Sanzo and Goku are bound to say about this-“
“Gojyo,” he said my name sharply as if reprimanding a child. He stood and walked up to me, his face inches from mine. “You care far too much about what others will think of you. Goku will be happy that we’re happy and Sanzo will either feel the same or not care at all as long as it doesn’t hinder his goals. Please stop being an idiot, Gojyo. It’s not very attractive.”
My jaw dropped slightly at being told off so easily, which Hakkai took advantage of by claiming my mouth in a deep soul-searing kiss. I didn’t bother to restrain my moan. I was too occupied with seizing his hips and pulling him flush against me.
He pushed me back onto one of the beds and followed me down without breaking our kiss. Oh, gods. Hakkai was the one kissing me. Hakkai was the one I was kissing back. Hakkai was the one on top of me, gently rocking our hips together. All the blood in my body relocated to my dick at the realization.
I broke the kiss with a gasp and looked into his eyes. They were darker than I had ever seen them before. He was so beautiful. I lifted my hand to stroke the side of his face. Those eyes closed and he leaned into the caress with a soft, contented sigh. “Hakkai…”
He mimicked my touch and uttered quietly, “Let’s not make the first time too sappy, okay? We have all the time in the world for that.”
I nodded briefly and felt him bury his hands in my long hair. Gripping and tugging gently, forcing me to bare my neck to him. He nipped and kissed his way down my jaw, along my collarbone, and to the hollow of my throat where he bit and sucked harshly.
I cried out. My hips jerked up against his. I heard him moan, and moaned myself when he rocked more insistently against me. I felt what was left of my already lacking patience die.
I fingered the button and zipper of his pants, teasing him slightly before undoing both. Then I tugged at the bottom hem of his shirt, telling him what I wanted and demanding he give it to me. He sat up but pulled me up with him so he could rid me of my shirt as well.
Could this really be happening? Could I really be having sex… making love to my best friend? No alcohol included? I had to be dreaming. It couldn’t feel this good, this perfect.
He looked down at me with a smile and a slight chuckle. I felt my brow furrow in response. “Gotta be the first time someone laughed at me in this situation.”
He laughed a bit more and shook his head. “No. That’s not it. I can just see what you’re thinking. I find it vaguely amusing that you’re still so surprised.”
“Oh. Well, this kind of thing doesn’t happen to me very often.” By his raised eyebrow and returning smile, I knew intentionally misread my statement. Cheeky bastard. “You know damn-well what I mean. Now get back down here.”
“Of course, Gojyo.”
He started to push me back down, but I grabbed hold of his hips and flipped him onto his back. He let out a tiny ooph sound and bounced a bit. I was on him in a second. Reestablishing our kiss and quickly pushing his pants down his legs. I broke the kiss and worked my way down his neck, biting and sucking, leaving a trail of reddening marks down that pale column of flesh. I continued down his chest. Stopping to tease, lick, and bite whatever I saw necessary; though I bypassed his erection, despite him trying to lead me there with the hold he had on my hair.
I finally got the pants off of him and knelt between his legs. Without giving him any kind of warning, I took the head of his cock into my mouth and sucked hard. The cry he let out was one of the most beautiful sounds I have ever heard in my life. I moaned in response and felt his hips jerk slightly at the feeling.
I didn’t stop until he was moaning and rocking his hips continuously beneath me. Then, I slowly released him and pulled his hands out of my hair. I smiled at the confused look he gave me. “Just need to get something out of my bag, is all.”
“Alright. Don’t dawdle.”
Dawdle. I practically ran to my stuff, got out the tube of lubricant I kept there, and shucked my pants that were still on my body. I was back on the bed, in the same position, before he could blink.
I waved the tube at him and asked, “So, how do you want me?”
He reached up to my hand and pressed the tube into my palm. His eyes were darkened and half-lidded with lust. “I want you inside me, Gojyo. And I asked you not to dawdle.”
Right. I nodded my head at him and did as he asked… I stopped dawdling. It took only a few short minutes to slide three slick fingers into his tight body. I rested my elbow to the right of his head and just stared down at him. His green eyes free of his monocle. His hair free of his headband. Gods, he was beautiful sight for anyone’s eyes, but he was my sight now. I knew I wouldn’t be able to let him go.
I pushed my fingers as far as I could and twisted them until I found what I was searching for. Then, I kept rubbing them against his prostate until he was writhing and clutching at my shoulder blades almost hard enough to bruise. His breathing was heavy, but he managed to pant out at me, “Gojyo… please. Stop teasing me.”
Seriously, who could have denied him anything when he sounded like that? Not me, that’s for damn sure.
I removed my hand from between his legs and reached for the lube to slick myself up, but Hakkai beat me to it. I bit my lip to stifle the groan that his hand moving on me caused. He gave me a hard look and squeezed slightly. I couldn’t hold back the whimper I made. “Don’t you dare hold back anything,” he practically growled at me. So, I growled back at him, grabbed both of his wrists, and pressed them into the mattress above his head.
“Oh, my. How dominating you are. Will you take me now, Gojyo?” The way he was saying my name, like a purr, made a shiver run down my spine. I let go of one of wrists, and used my now free right hand to guide my dick to his entrance. My eyes met his as I slowly pressed into him until I was as deep as I could possibly be. We made nearly identical moans at the feeling.
I remained still so the both of us could adjust to being joined like this. Then, just as slowly I pulled back so only the head of my erection remained inside. I had hoped to take this slow, to make the first time together last, but it seemed Hakkai had different ideas. When I started to unhurriedly reenter him, he wrapped his long, powerful legs around me and pulled forward sharply.
He threw his head back with a loud moan, and I buried my face into his neck with a moan of my own. I felt him tug at the wrist I still held, and when I let go, his grip returned to my shoulder blades. But this time he dragged him nails ruthlessly down my back. I yelped slightly and my head snapped up. He was giving me that look again. The one that would have been a glare if he wasn’t so aroused, or if he wasn’t Hakkai. “No sappy stuff, remember?”
I was panting as badly as Hakkai by then, but I still managed to smirk and say, “Alright. Whatever you want, dear.”
I pulled out of him almost completely again, only to drive back in hard. His nails raked down my back once more but this time it was in encouragement. I repeated the move again and again, setting a punishing pace. He threw his head back again, and I groaned at the sight of his neck now covered in the love bites from earlier. I pressed my mouth against his ear and just breathed hotly. I knew I had found one of his weaknesses when he simultaneously tightened his grip on me with both his arms and legs.
Sooner than what I wanted, I felt my orgasm approaching. I grabbed onto one of his hips and tilted him so I was pounding his prostate with each thrust. He was almost screaming now. I guess the saying that it was always the quiet ones in life that were the loudest in bed was right… though I wasn’t too far behind him. With my free hand I reached for his cock. In response, he went to work on my neck, biting and leaving marks to match the ones on him.
He only lasted a few more thrusts, and when his peak hit, he bit down hard on where my shoulder and neck met. That flash of pain was enough to send me over the edge after him. Then it was over. I collapsed on top of him, both of us trying to catch our breaths.
Eventually, I regained enough energy to roll off of him and onto my side. He did the same so I could pull his back against my chest and wrap my arms around him. I kissed his shoulder and just held him for what seemed like an eternity.
I never knew how good it could feel to have him in my arms. Should have done this years ago. I could feel the satisfaction in both of our bodies, but I could also feel him thinking about something. I sighed and pulled him tighter against my chest. “Hakkai,” I whispered into his ear, relishing in the shiver it caused. “Tell me what you’re thinking so we can more away from it and back to the important things.”
He leaned his head back against my shoulder in what looked like submission. I couldn’t tell if he was aware of what it did to me, but I felt my cock twitch back to life nonetheless. His eyes fluttered opened slightly to look at me. “Can’t we just skip to the important things anyway? I believe we have years to make up for.” His voice was rough and deep, and it made me want to give into him this time. Let him take me, but he was still thinking…
“Please tell me. Or do you want me to beg?”
His smirk told me he didn’t frown on the idea, and I figured he was debating on how far he could get me to go. I didn’t know if I should tell him that he could probably get me to do anything. But instead he asked, “Who’s Alex?”
After I got over my confusion, I just laughed and kissed him.
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Finally finished. Hooray. Criticism welcome as always. Please and thank you.