i'm not tired, just exhausted, that's all.

[aisforaccident]

how have i turned into someone so.. crazy? sometimes i think i'm really plain, and sometimes i feel like i'm the craziest person in the whole world.. just that i hide it better than the people in the institutions do. being manic depressive is like playing russian roulette. i'm not really sure if i am manic depressive, it's sort of a home diagnosis

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[mephistoundead]

you just need to "find yourself"
I know it sounds strange and kinda far out, but it's true.
Up until recently I was somewhat the same way but kind of neglected it and just held my head up... but recently I've found out what makes me happy, learning new things, listening to classic rock and trance, and occasionally getting out there and making new friends as well as socializing with old ones.

I know this soudns egotistical, but for awhile you need to concentrate on yourself and what makes you happy. If you can't think of anything, find it. Learn about yourself and grow from the inside out and when you feel comfortable you can express your true self to other people.

take it easy and hang in there,
-Nate

[gottajibboo]

holy moly, names that end in "i" are the bane of my existence.
i loathe them.
i could talk for an hour on this topic.

but i won't.

you're not the fat ugly stupid girl.
quite the opposite, in fact.

i wish i was good at wording advice or thoughts on matters like these, but unfortunately whatever i say comes out sounding far less helpful or considerate than i thought it would. so it goes.

i see you doing infinite good for other people, and never giving yourself much.
take some "you time", megan.
you deserve it.

--Caroline

PS...you're my favorite Amnesty coordinator on the block. (and, yes, there are about 12 on the block. of course)

irrelevant

[katlynadair]

you need to dye your hair orange...pronounced ORange not AHrange...because trust me, somewhere it matters.

i hit an "i" today actually...i lamented the loss of this "i" because she can no longer be called Alice but is now Alce which is impronouncable unless you are Spanish...or Peruvian.

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[aisforaccident]

where from are the peruvians going, though? and if we were left bereft of eyes, how would alce go about looking anywhere? let alone through a looking glass. she would be blnd. as would the peruvians. they would trip over the drunken i's (i don't think there's supposed to be a comma there, however) laying about the middle of the road.

and it's "i hate berkley!" definately not "i hate berkley!".

Re: irrelevant

[aisforaccident]

(p.s.- people who pronounce it ahrange should either be from maryland or be shot.)

Re: irrelevant

[zulehan]

affirmative, that apostrophe is accutely appropriate. Ask anyone, after alone letters or numbers, an apostrophe is always added to pluralize amicably.